EMILY
It was eerily quiet after Dylan left to answer a phone call.
I felt bad in the pit of my stomach. I didn’t want that to stop. I wanted us to keep going but how could I do such knowing well that I still had my feelings to put in check?
I couldn’t afford that. I felt like I was cheating when I wasn’t officially tied to anyone but I felt that way and that’s why I had to stop.
If I wanted to be with Dylan, I’d have to be with him with all my heart and not have someone else sharing that space with him because he doesn’t deserve it and he has shown me constantly that he had sincere feelings towards me.
I was nervous and patiently waiting for him to come take me home. I wanted to tell someone how I was feeling and hear what they thought about it but I was scared of being judged.
Was
