The broken but not shattered melody

Life is hard but sometimes it's worth it

My brothers are each different in their own ways and their names are unique just like mine for example I will tell you what their names are. And after I tell you their names I will tell you a little bit about what they've been through.

Roy sea

Gunner song

Joel fildora

Claus arden

Lars leiaods

Leslie duller

Fumitaka cupcake 

Nao hammer

Now I will tell you a bit about every one of them like I promised that I would and how we ended up being brothers and sister.

Roy sea/ he is the oldest out of all of his family siblings and his family has about six children he is the oldest of the six and because of that had a lot of pressure put on him from an early age. No one knew that he was gay but he found out he was gay when he was 3 years old and when he found out he didn't know what to say so he would steer clear of everyone in school. And one day when he was sitting alone under a giant oak tree in our schools play yard a group of boys came up to him and started making fun of him they all started beating him up and would not leave him alone.

But me being who I am I could not bring myself to see someone who looks so innocent and lonely and who had not done anything to deserve it being picked on and treated the way he was so I went right up to the boys that were giving him a hard time and mind you I was a tiny girl just like I am now I'm still tiny at 15. But anyway I went up to the group of boys and there was about 10 of them and I went right up to them and told them to leave him alone or else they would regret it they did not know who I was at the time nor did I care and when they said what are you going to do about a year girl and you're too small that's what you're good mean to be pissed off. So I ended up using my powers on them and it scared them half to death they ran through the schoolyard screaming she's crazy she's crazy she's evil and after it happened I had used so much of my energy that I fainted right there in front of Roy.

Roy was surprised by what I had done but he was so appreciative and kind and scared for my safety and well-being that he helped me up and carried me yes carried me at the age of three he was a strong boy to a hiding spot on the playground and after that we became best friends and later  we came brother and sister.

Now for gunner song.

Gunner was also the oldest of my family of lots of siblings his family had just four but still he was the oldest and had too many expectations put on him. He knew at the age of two actually that he was gay because he never really seem to like hanging around with girls much. They'll hang around with me once we became acquainted with a different story. But anyway one day I was playing outside and I had fallen from a tree that I had climbed up to get my kite because no other pack members would help me not even the adults they all kept yelling at me saying that even though I was two years old that I should be able to do stuff on my own but little did they know that I was way too weak from all the abuse I had already been through it only two years old to do much of anything. But despite it all I still climbed up the tree.

And well I was up in the tree some of the little kids that were still outside playing decided it would be funny if they started throwing rocks and mud and everything they could find at me while I was climbing in the tree. And because of what they did I ended up falling out of the tree and just as I was about to hit the ground I felt the arms of a child that was my age grab me just before I hit the muddy dirty ground. Thank God that person did because if not I could have been killed if not killed then badly hurt. 

And to my shock it was gunner true catched me he looked in my eyes as if he was horrified by what could have happened. When he finally called his breath he looked me in the eyes with the  softest kindest brother like I's and said to me why were you up there and how did you fall I told him everything that had happened. And when he found out what happened he put me down softly under the tree after finding something like a blanket that he had with him to put over me to make sure I was okay and he started beating up all the children that were giving me a hard time if you didn't beat them he would yell at them. And that is how we became BFFs / brother and sister.

Now for joel fildora 

Joel was one of the popular boys in school I did not know he knew anything about me. He knew he was gay when he was 3 years old. And even though everyone knew he was gay a lot of the girls in our school will constantly flirt with him and it would scare him because he did not like when people touched him due to the abuse he had to go through with his mother and father. And one day it got very bad a group of girls showed up and wouldn't leave them alone they kept touching him which made him upset and he told them to go away but they would not listen to him. And because they would not listen he started to cry when they would touch him I need for some reason something inside of me snapped I did not like seeing this poor boy who did nothing to deserve it being bothered so just like I did before whenever someone pissed me off I use my powers in this time even though I use my Powers some of the girls thought it would be funny and okay with them to attack me after I had done it.

I was so exact from using my powers that I did not have the energy to defend myself and I laid on the ground crying and screaming begging for help and the minute Joel so what was happening he got pissed off because he did not want to see someone who had helped him being treated that way so next thing he knew he took out one of his for weapons and started chasing the girls with it.

After you get scared them off he ran back to me while I was laying on the ground in the fetal position in so much pain and crying and he picked me up as best as he could and took me to a cave in the forest near our pack house that he apparently was hiding in for about four to five months because he had ran away from home and when he got me there you started looking over all of the bruises and cuts and injuries I had sustained by helping him out. He looked at me with kind and concern and worry in his eyes ask me why did I do that why did I help him no one else would do it. And I told him because I want to be friends with you and hopefully in the future we can become like siblings and I don't like seeing what I consider to be my brother being treated that way. And after I told him that I was so injured that I fainted and passed out and you stayed with me the whole time made sure I was okay after that we became best friends and brother and sister.

Now for claus Arden 

Claus knew he was gay at the age of two and a half. He was one of these keep to yourself silent types but because of his looks she had a lot of problems with boys in school. They would always follow him around like Love Sick Puppies and he did not like being followed around he wanted to wait for his true mate so him and his mate could be together forever and believe it or not have puppies of Their Own. And before you ask yes even gay in our werewolf Community can have children. One day it got very bad I happen to be sitting down outside drawing in my Sketchbook that I had saved up enough money to buy for myself. When I looked up and saw that he was cornered by a group of boys who wanted to do nothing but Nate with him even though he was a child. He was crying his eyes out tell him to leave him alone that he was waiting for his true mate when he got older and when he got older than he would meet with that person not anyone else.

But because none of the boys would listen he was cornered up against the wall and could not go anywhere and they all started grabbing at him which terrified him and that upset me because I did not think he deserved it I I know him because he was always nice to me in school and with Sherry wants with me sometimes cuz he knew how bad my life was. And at this point I was beyond pissed off so to help him out and say thank you and be there for him like I knew he would appreciate I ended up using my power of thunderstorms and I made a lightning strike just in front of the boys but not close enough to hurt him but close enough to scare the boys off. But because they all knew my guess the boys that were bothering him turned around and start walking up to me with evil looks I could also tell what they were thinking you did not need to be a brain scientist to know what they were going to do so they all came over and pinned me to the ground and started beating me up in saying that if they couldn't have him then they would take me instead.

I was terrified just like him I wanted to see myself from my mate or mates and all of a sudden as I close my eyes preparing for the worst each one of the boys were knocked unconscious I looked up and I saw claus using one of his weapon to fight off each of the boys he had his ax in his hand and he was pissed. After he had helped me he set me up and started packing up my wounds and telling me that I didn't have to do that but he appreciated it anyway and then he asked me something I did not think he would ever ask me and that was did I want to be his best friend and his sister. And of course I was so excited that I said yes.

Now for lars leiado 

Lars was a sweet innocent guy in our school at the age of 3 and 1/2 he knew he was gay and of course his parents were pissed off that their only son cuz they already had four daughters would be gay and they would not have it. So one day when he ran away from home and was in the woods crying underneath one of my favorite trees that I like to sit under a group of wolves showed up and believe it or not he did nothing cuz he was very upset that he was willing to just die. All he wanted was someone to accept who he was and little did he know that I already knew that about him and I thought that it was fine if that's how he wanted to live his life I did not care that he was gay. And because he was so upset he did not have time to pull out one of his weapons so I grabbed one of my favorite weapons Mike laws my metal claws and I ran up to them and I slashed out at the wolf's face there was about five of them and believe it or not because I was so powerful even though they were bigger than me I could take him home with no problem.

But little did I know that there was another wolf hiding in wait in case that the other wolves needed their help needed his help I should say and when I wasn't looking the wolf jumped out from a tree and jumped on top of me and tried to take my head off and because I could not use my weapon and I was too upset to use my Powers at the time I was cornered and when Lars saw this he about lost his mind because apparently he had thought of me as his little sister since I was one year old and since he was one-year-old but I did not know that. And when he saw what was happening he ended up pulling out is daggers and he attacked the wolf's and in doing so soon the wolf and save my life. And after he make sure that I was okay he said to me thank you for helping me and I said no problem with me take you to a place I know you can stay for a few days. And after that we became best friends and brother and sister

Now for leslie duller

Leslie found out he was gay when he was just 2 years old. And being one of the oldest out of all of his siblings his parents had expectations for him that he obviously could not live up to because he was the type of person that was sweet and caring and kind hearted so he did not have it in him to hurt anybody and when he refused to hurt me like everyone else his parents disowned him. When his parents disowned him that day even though he was a child he knew what he did was right so he ran out of the house not regretting it one bit and when she reached the woods deep into the woods he did not know where to go it happened to be snowing that day and it was going to be bad. Luckily for him I happened to run away in Nike coat for once I knew I would eventually get caught but at the time I did not care I just wanted a few days away from the hell I was in. So when I was walking out of my teeth that I was hiding in I happened to see him. He was sitting in the middle of a clearing shivering half to death and it broke my heart

Because he was such a sweet caring person I had heard how he chose to completely he fell against everyone when they told him that he had to do what they told him to me and he chose not to. So I ended up going out of my cave need an extra blanket and I walked up behind him and draped it over him as I suspected he was shocked because he did not think he would see me out here. He asked me why are you out here and I told him I ran away even though I know they will find me I just needed to get away for a little bit. And the look on his face broke my heart because he had this look on his face as if to say I will never treat you the way they asked me to treat you. So I asked him why did you not do what they told you to do when they told you to treat me that way. His response was because I can't bring myself to do it I know you're not bad and evil like they say you are because if you were you would not be helping me and some of the boys that I already heard you had helped already. So I will not hurt you if anything I would like to ask you a question.

I said what is the question? And he said would it be okay if we were best friends and brother and sister? And I told him I would love that cuz I don't have any family and you and any one that I make friends with are my family because you do not treat me different like the others and me I do not care that you are gay as far as I'm concerned it makes you special. And if no one else can see that you're special then that's their problem. After that we were best friends and brother and sister.

Now for fumitaka cupcake 

Fumitaka was a mystery. He was one of those boys that you could not figure out no matter how much you tried. At the age of three he knew he was gay. And because of that he chose to live his life to the fullest when he came out of the closet and told everyone at school and his family that he was gay everyone either beat him up or disowned him like his parents did or would tease him all the time. One day it got very bad because of him trying to be who he really is well he was practicing with his weapons outside he was jumped from behind by a group of boys and girls and because he didn't see coming he cannot defend himself well the girls would call him names and laugh at him and tease him the boys would beat him up and because he was so nice and kind he didn't have it in him to hit any of them despite what they were doing and saying to him. But with me it was a different story I really liked him we were already best friends but I felt like he was more of a brother as time went on and because of that I chose to help him in my own special way.

The minute all the more distracted I choose to take my Whip and my throwing ice out well I screw the throwing knives at the boys I use my Whip and snapped it at the girls of course they were all scared. And when they didn't know what to do they chose to be bullies like everyone else and they transformed into their wolves and tried to jump me all I wants and because fumitaka could not see me getting hurt after everything I had just done for him and being my friend she wanted to help me and he transformed into his wolf as well enjoying that whole process he also brought out his sniper rifle yes believe it or not even when he was in wolf form he could still handle one of his weapons that's one of the things that made him special and while they weren't looking he jumped in front of me and spit in the protective stands over me. And started shooting off his gun as if to tell them in his own way don't f*** with my best friend after they were all gone we each check to see if we were okay and stay together the rest of the day before ended we both agreed that we wanted to be brother and sister.

Now for nap hammer 

Nao was a very shy but tough boy at the age of 3 and a half he knew he was gay because he loved to wear stuff that women would wear no he would not wear girly girl clothes but he would think about clothes to wear that were in the colors of pink and purple a lot and he would always help me dress up a little bit if I happen to have a picture day at school yes me and him knew each other before he knew he was gay. And that is how he found out by helping me he realized what he truly was and asked me if that was a problem would I still be his friend even though that was the case I told him that wasn't a problem that I like the way he was and did not have an issue with it. One day when we were walking to school a bunch of boys came out of the school door and started teasing me because I was so weird looking according to them and of course because I had issues with the way I looked already I always told myself that they were right and because of it I would always put myself down.

He did not like the way they made fun of me he may have been a shy boy but he was also tough when he came to people he cared about and me being his friend his best friend pissed him off when he saw how they were treating me and when he saw what was happening he turned into his wolf and jumped right in front of me he started showing his teeth as if to say I dare you to make fun of her again and if you do Watch What Happens. And because there was more than us the group had about six boys they all ganged up on him and tried to beat him and because he was distracted with protecting me that's what end up happening he got hurt very badly. And I lost my mind and was extremely extremely pissed off so well I ended up pulling out my bow and arrows I used my power of lightning and wind combined together and I shot them at the boys. Then I looked down and then when they were lying on the ground in pain after what I had done and I told them that they ever laid a hand on him again they would regret it because he was my friend and I would not let them hurt him. I have two words we both ended up checking to see if each other was okay

And then we both agreed that we were more like family than anything so we both said that we wanted to be brother and sister.

After that day all eight of them became my only family that I had for 15 years I knew each one of them but after the incidents that I went through with them they became the family that I had in that I needed it was worth it to go through everything that each of us had to go through because eventually we became a little family. Now I know what you're thinking the family of just a sister and her 8 Brothers isn't that strange to us it was not each of us love each other Just The Way We Were they all love me despite the fact that I had powers and was extremely different and I love them no matter what I did not care that all of them were gay and I did not care what they went through as far as I was concerned they where my family blood or not and I would love them no matter what and be there for them no matter what the same was for them.