Me and My Alpha Mate

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3 Months later

I'm in full swing of Alpha and Royal duties, Brody and I called it quits i just can't be f****d not to mention he's still not happy with himself about Sandy and her pup so he spends time with them but to be honest i'm busy with Kylian and Kian that demands my attention and my mind is on better things like training it's tripled so i keep my brothers in charge since they have proven themselves to me and i'm proud of them all they have all stepped up while i was in a coma, grieve and being heavily pregnant with my twins.

With the packs training we have the pups, Teens and all the warriors different age groups we break them up Monday's are weapons which is lead by my two dads it's still actually weird i still call Raymond father at the end of the day he did raise me and of course there's my actual father Marcus it's still confusing but i call him dad anyway with weapon training we train with crossbow, swords, knives basically everything you can think of we reload, sharpen, putting snipers/ Guns together under a minute the faster we get the better we become we are the strongest packs in the world we want to always stay on top and be ready for whatever happens.

Tuesday is human form i basically treat it like army boot camp, and different difficult challenges to make it interesting Wednesday wolf form we tie heavy weighs to us and drag it sort of like a horse and cart makes our wolf form stronger , as for Thursday i like to switch it up and do Choreograph which is lend by Beth and Yasmin just to make it fun but also it keeps us fit for us females while the male do their own s**t then Friday is the pack gym anything that you could think of i make them do it even the pups but not as hardcore their time will come tho the beginning and after training are a hour and half run, Emmett is up front while me and Regin keep the lazy fuckers in line also watching the boarder. Saturday and Sunday is free day then it's back to the grind again.

It's even sweeter to have my ripped body back don't get me wrong i loved carrying my babies but you can't do f**k all wobbling around with a belly that just about drags on the ground after training I headed towards to the studio and make some dope beats, I look to my right where all my records are on the wall i'm proud but on the furthest one away is a massive Canvas of us pack sisters, Myself, Maia, Heaven, Beth and Yasmin after mucking around with a new sound track.

I head up to my room and take a shower, i get out dry myself down now i can fit my clothes thank f**k for that s**t, hmm i pulled out my Black lace panties and Bra and pull them on, looking in the mirror YASS b***h winking at myself, after checking myself out i went into my closet I pull out my black jeans pull my black converses on and a grey crop hoodie, i pull my hair into a tight pony tail. I do my makeup making sure it's not too over powering, I walk out grabbing my phone, i walk down the hall and look into my sons room and they are fast asleep in their father's arms Jackson has always made time seeing his sons and as for His and Sandy's pup he isn't too sure if it's his i've seen the kid myself and he's got brownish hair where as Jackson has black hair and Sandy has Blonde, he just doesn't look at all like Jackson the twins may have my eyes and my color tone but you can definitely tell that they are him.

I walk over and Grab the twins one by one laying them both down into their bassinets but once i put them into their sleep sack and kissing them goodnight I grab a blanket that's on the back of the rocking chair that Jackson's on i pull it on him Maybe i may be still in love with him stupid mate bond as soon as my hand touches him his eyes ping open staring at me.

err Hi you fell asleep just putting the blanket on ya as i smile at him

by the way thank you for looking after the boys i say to him

Yeah err thanks and no worries they are my sons too and i don't want to f**k it up again. it's kinder take my mind off JJ.

Yeah about that what you gonna do about it? i say as i look at him

I don't know maybe do a DNA test see if he is even mine i haven't really seen Sandy or JJ she's always busy with Brody. He says

Hmm maybe a DNA will be for the best i wonder if she told you that JJ was yours to hopefully one day he'll be able to take over your pack? there's no way in hell she'll get near my crown.

Yeah f**k it i'll do it. he says

If she makes a big deal about it you know she'll be hiding something, don't let her anywhere my sons because she'll use them against her, just remember Jackson we have been through a lot you are my sons father and my Mate even though i rejected your sad ass but you and your family are our family too. I say to him

As he has a smile on his face and says thank you, I turn and head for the door but before i do i stop there's a party outside, Mum and father will look after the boys if you want to come i'll mind link them i wink at him plenty of alcohol and blunts to go around as i pull a bag of weed out of my pocket but hey if your an old man and can't keep up then carry on and take a nap as i wink at him.

Oh f**k no you just didn't say that s**t he says and i spirit out the door before he catches me.

he catches up to me anyway and i mind link my mum and father clearly they're happy about spending time with the twins as they also have Titus, Isabella and Abel haha clearly have their hands full as they told me that they are all going to sleep in the family lounge where they are all together.

3 hours later i'm really blazed and intoxicated must've drank and smoked way to much but like my badass motherfucking attitude i really don't give a s**t i'm happy and it's good to let my hair down, i was up near my brothers free-styling i went to go walk and just about fell over until i felt strong arms wrap around me and well known sparks and tingles i knew exactly who it was, before i knew it his picked me up and carried me all the was back to the palace.

Excuse me but where are you taking me i ask?

well you've clearly had enough, i'm pretty tipsy but man you are well wasted he says

err well buddy thats the whole point.

we reach my room and he kicks the door open and closes it with his leg as he puts me down i go to my bathroom and put an oversize top on which is my twin brother Rico's i brush my teeth and come out and i see Jackson lying there shirtless i bit my lip f**k he's hot argh f**k sake.

mmm you know i can smell you right before i know it i'm pinned up against the wall making out with the one person i thought i'd forever hate but instead i'm still in love with the i***t.