memories: noun something remembered from the past. 10 pm 'I love you, Rose. I'm not asking you to marry me, we're not ready for that... But I'm asking for you to be mine... And for me to be yours.' The room went silent, awaiting my answer. This is embarrassing. The rose involuntarily fell out of my hand. Jonathan facial expression changed as he looked at me. Looked at me with remorse. 'Jonathan...' He looked like he was going to cry. The mic dropped out of his hand and he rushed out of the tent with his head hung low. This is humiliating. I ran after him, out into the vast garden, screaming his name into the greenery. I couldn't see him anywhere in the dark and I knew the last person he'd want to talk to is me. I still took off my heels and went in search of him. My vision was

