-Phoenix-
I was gone for five days. I know, how could I stay away from her for so long? But I couldn’t believe I had done what I had done. I felt ashamed—so ashamed. I felt guilt like never before.
Hurting Hope... I could still see her coughing and gasping for air beneath me. It was like I had gone blind, and when I could see again, I woke up to my worst nightmare. I had hurt her!
I deserved to be punished. I wanted to feel pain, so I had hurt myself. I had run into trees on purpose, thrown myself down high hills, and gotten into fights with rogues beyond Hunter’s territory. I hadn’t eaten. I only drank a little water. I had refused to let myself eat.
The hunger was another way to hurt myself. I deserved it. I deserved it all. I even let the rogues almost kill me before I ended up kill
