The Hybrid Luna & Her Alpha Mate

Chapter 13. Hope

Hope's POV

I can't believe that I am about to do this! I had never kissed that was until Nate, and now I'm going to have s*x with him. I am not this kinda girl, plus what happens with this marking stuff? I hope he is willing to go slow. "Marking is done right as you orgasm, and it's supposed to be the best thing in the world. It is a bite on the spot where your neck and shoulder meet. After he marks you normally, we will mark him back with a partial shift. However, since we haven't shifted, then we will have to wait." Isla chimed in. She kinda startled me. It's still weird having a voice in my head. " Isla will it hurt? The bite I mean." I don't do well with pain and I know it's already going to hurt. With it being my first time, I don't need a pain in my neck too. "Hey Hope, are you OK love? You are trembling," Nate asked, his eyes shining with concern and a hint of lust. " I'm afraid of the marking, will it hurt? "I don't want to hurt in more places." I'm pretty sure he can hear the fear that I have in my voice. Everything I say comes out in a whisper. "Hope, Look at me, love marking will be a out-of-this-world experience, the bite will sting for a second and then the pleasure takes over. At least that is what we were taught in school and that is all I have heard from the mated wolves in the pack. As for it being your first time, I will go slow and be as gentle as I can. I don't want to hurt you at all, I just want to bring you pleasure. We can stop if you want to, although I can tell you that I can't wait to mark you as mine." he says the last part between the kisses on my neck and I can't help the low moan that escapes my lips. "Isla says that we won't be able to mark you yet are you going to be ok with that?" I have to know this as I know that the marks are a big deal for our wolves. His head shoots up, and I can see the confusion on his face. " Did she tell you why she is not willing to mark us? Conner already loves you both, and we want all the other she wolves to know that we belong to you." His eyes have darkened, and I can tell that his wolf is present, and wants us to know how important it is to both of them. "We haven't shifted yet, so we can't" I want to know if he will accept us without the other explanations. I know from my wolf that once I have control of my other powers it will make him stronger, but he doesn't know that we have other powers and I don't want to just be used by him and his pack. If he chooses not to mark us tonight, I will reject him and leave and never come back. I will not be used as a pawn like I was my entire life. I want to be wanted just because he loves me. "Conner says that he trusts Isla and I trust you. I love you and that is all that matters to us. You will shift when it's time. Do you promise to mark us once you are able to shift?" I can tell that he is just as insecure about not being wanted as I am, and I have to say that it is a new side that I'm seeing. He always seems to be confident, and I don't want him to think that he is not wanted, because I do want him more than he knows. "It's so cute that he doesn't think I don't want him. Our big bad Alpha really likes us. Do you see him blushing Hope?" Isla pipes up and she is right. Our alpha is blushing, and it is making me want him even more. I can't stop myself from crashing my lips into his. I need him and know that I know that he doesn't just want us for our power and his strength. I need to show him how much I want him to make me his. My arousal is pooling out of me, and even I can smell it, I can feel how much he wants me pressed up against me. I'm still in his arms and I can feel that he is walking me further into his room. He throws me on the bed and I can't help the little giggle when I bounce. He takes off his shirt, pulling it over his head slowly, wanting to tease me. He moves his hand to the button of his jeans and I can't wait to really admire his body. With his boxers still on, he starts cowling up the bed towards me like I am his prey that he can't wait to devour. My shorts are soaked, my thong is not able to keep up with the wetness flowing out of me. He starts kissing up my right leg, leaving tingles everywhere that he touches. Once he reaches my inner thigh, he stops, making me groan. His hands reach up and pulls my shorts off my body, and tears my shirt down the middle. "Hey Alpha, I liked that shirt!" I'm smirking because I've noticed that he loves it when I sass off. His eyes grew darker, letting out a growl of pleasure. "Keep it up, little mate, and I will have to show you how dominant an Alpha really is." his voice lower overlaid with the voice of Conner mixed in. My wolf is howling at hearing her mate. I'm lying in my black lace bra and thong panties. His hands start roaming my body, leaving tingles on every in of exposed skin. Before I know what's happening, he is lying over the top of me and his mouth is on mine. I can't wait any longer. I need to feel him. I need to be one with this man who turns me into a puddle of desire. I reach for his boxers and pull them off, feeling his length hit my stomach. His control snaps as he sits back on his knees, pulling me towards him, tearing off my panties and diving in to lick my p***y like he has been starved.