They pump me up with medications everyday yet it still feels like my heart is slowly ripping out of my chest. I miss feeling numb cause now I just sit in the pain.
When the hallucinations started I knew I was far gone. They are probably a side effect of the medications or a coping mechanism. Either way I'm not tellling my doctors about it because I find myself enjoying them. They are my little break from reality; a fantasy I get to see play out.
"You do understand that I'm not real right?"
I placed my finger on Kayden's lips, "Shhh don't ruin it, just tell me what you want to do to me."
"You're such a naughty girl."
I whispered in his ear and licked it, "Stick your fingers inside of me, and let me suck on them."
He bit my lip, "How about I stick something else inside of you."
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