When we got to the hospital, I held my breath as they did an ultrasound. I could see the look on the tech's face...a look I knew all too well; when they could tell something was wrong. The tech rushed out of the room, and I sat up. . A nurse held me down,"Ms. Abraham, please lay back down." I could feel myself about to hyperventilate, "I can't do this...I can't do this," I heard myself get louder, " Let me go!" Ms. Baptiste came into the room, "Look at me, you will, for that little girl inside of you, my grandchild, you will." "Something is wrong...I saw the look on the tech's face...something is wrong." "Don't take your mind there Alana, you have to be strong for her. You're the only person she's counting on right now. Don't allow yourself to break down, not now, because right now

