It’s been three months and each day I'm getting closer and closer to meeting my little prince or princess. Sometimes I have a little panic attack,when I think of being a single mother. But I have my mom, Mila and Zara. I just hope that will be enough, since there's no father in the picture.
I thought long and hard about what I'd tell my child about their father in the future when they start asking questions. I don't want Kane or Kayden to find out about my pregnancy...they can't find out. It will only cause more drama, in their case it could end up in a deadly war. And I don't want to carry any guilt of being the reason for their war. But how would I face the guilt of preventing my child from knowing and having their father in their life?
Mila turned off the TV, "Oh Lord, there she goes
