It's the first day of trial and I can't wait for it to be over. "Are you ready?" I looked at Lori and rolled my eyes, "No! I have to go in front of all those people and tell them every tiny horrific detail of what happened to me." "I'm sorry Alana, but this will all be over soon.I heard Zara's lawyer is motioning for a mistrial, so hopefully that goes through. How about we keep practicing so you'll be ready for the stand." "No matter how many times we practice, I will never be ready to go back to that night and tell a bunch of strangers." "Alright, but do me a favor and relax, we can't have you freaking out on the stand." I felt like running out of the courthouse, and the constant nausea made everything worse. I look ridiculous in this oversized suit jacket, but I don't want anyone t

