A month passed, and I almost gave up trying to get into a new rotation site. Luckily, Dylan helped me get into his oncology pediatric rotation at a different hospital. It's my second week, and so far I can’t seem to focus or get anything right, and I feel like s**t. “Alana, are you okay? You look sick.” “Yeah, I'm just stressed out, I used to be on top of everything, now it just feels like I'm playing catch up.” “It’s going to take some time, you were gone for a while. Take it easy on yourself.” “I’ll try, thanks Dylan.” My phone started ringing and Mila’s name popped up. “Hey babes, I’m almost do...” “There’s someone here looking for you.” “Who?” “Some bougie lady, she said her name was Ms. Baptiste.” My heart sank, "That's Kane and Kayden's mom, what does she want?" "She said

