Adea
As soon as the doors closed behind us Ethan’s body tensed. I wasn’t looking at him, but I didn’t need to be, I could feel it. His arms flexed against my small ones, and his wrist shook with what I would assume is anger. His steps quicken and I’m pulled along like a doll. I’m already noticing the difference between Ethan and him.
I don’t know when I decided. All I know is that it happened sometime from the moment he said he was the reason I had to stay here and when I realized Gabriel was nowhere to be found. I had decided to lock his name away in a small box and bury it deep inside my heart. The deeper the better, if it was out of reach I wouldn’t have to think about him. Because if I did.. My eyes started to water.
If I did think about him in the next few days I would lose it. I c
