Was it Ethan?
Had he come back?
Did he change his mind?
Did he want to take me and do what he said he wanted to do now?
Had I lost my chance to avoid this?
Would I fight?
Could I fight?
Or would that be a stupid move?
No. I don’t care what would be smart or what would be stupid. I didn’t even care that my fighting would most likely be futile. I wasn’t just going to take it. I was going to be dragged off like a sheep to slaughter as Shane sometimes said.
Shane.
Just the thought of him caused tears to well in my eyes. I had forced myself not to think about him while Ethan was in the room with me but now that I was being dragged back, I couldn’t help it. I wanted him. I missed him. I wanted to be with him. Something flipped in my mind and I couldn’t help it. I was fighting and kicki
