VIOLET Keeping a secret is strangely exciting... until you remember what's at stake. In the movies, secret relationships are all about high-stakes midnight rendezvous and adrenaline-fueled thrill. In reality? It was a constant, low-humming panic attacks disguised as normal campus life. Every time I passed Jace in the athletic department lobby, my heart would give a violent, frantic sprint against my ribs. I had to force myself to look at my clipboard, to keep my face completely blank, and to treat him like just another player on the roster. It was a brutal act of mental gymnastics, especially when the ghost of his lips on mine was a permanent, white-hot burn in my memory. But tonight, the suffocating pressure of the outside world didn’t exist. By 10:00 PM, the humanities building

