I felt like s**t, what else could i do? Cant i hold to my happiness at the same time as i am their queen?
I couldnt keep listening to him so i just ran out of the house as i kept hearing him call my name, i ran and ran, i didnt know where i was going, but i was going somewhere, somewhere away from him, somewhere away from what seemed like my life would become.
it was a good day outside, summer day, with sun and warm weather and i was wearing a summer yealow dress that ended just above my knees.
Once i stopped running i called a few friends from work. Gabriella was the first i decided to call
“hey, Gabby, want to go to the pool or somewhere to talk? I dont walk to stay locked inside my house on my free day from work!” i asked her with a perfect voice, trying not to show what i was really feeling and how i was about to break.
“ahmmm sure, just let me dress my swimsuit and we can go to the pool…”
“okay, im going to call the other girls too, and we will decide where to meet!”
After that i called Anna, Sarah and Marie and everyone said they would come with us.
After 30 minutes we were gathered near our work place
“okay, now that we are here, how about we go to the beach instead?!” i said with a big smile, showing all my teeth
“BEACH?!!” they all said unisound
“theres no beach nearby, dont be stupid Su!” Gabby said to me
“there is, i know, and its always empty, i go there whenever i feel like a swim!” i replied
“hmmm…okay…but you better be right, if you trick us, we will tickle you to death!” Anna said after they all agreed
“Trust me!”
And off we went to the wood, to the beach near my safe place.. i wasnt planning to going for a swim since i had scars on my body noone knew about and thats how i wanted to keep it, but i need their company to take my mind off of my argument with John.
After 1 hour of walking in the wood Elise said “are you sure you know where we are going?!”
“YES! For the million times, i do know where we are going, however if you wish i go running and leave you behind!” i sid thinking about doing that to scare them, and so i started running towards the beach.
“DONT YOU DARE!” they all said unisound while they came running after me.
“ahahaha, cant catch me!”
And so we kept going until we got to the end of the woods, i stopped right after i stepped outside the woods, and they all came crashing against me.