Alpha's Queen

Alpha's Queen - Chapter Six

~HER SIDE~

After graduation i applied for the college i wanted and got in…i wasnt going to leave my house since it was nearby, and i was still able to keep my work with the schedule i was given, couldnt be happier!

Actually i could…i could be way happier if i had my family with me… it has been way too many years and tonight would be my birthday, as well as their death’s anniversary…. On this day i always go to their graves and put some flowers and at night i go to my safe place, on the other side of the woods, where noone can find me.

My safe place it’s a cliff and has a beach nearby … usually i stay on the cliff, drawing and listening to music on my phone while i feel the wind blowing on my face and hair. I usually go there every week too, on my free day from work, just to relax a little.

I cried until i couldnt anymore that day… i missed my parents and my brother…every year i cry my eyes out, for what i lost that day, for the “miracle” doctors said as i didnt die despite the wounds on my body and the blood i had lost….4 years ago…

John always calls me and asks me to spend the day with him, but i always deny and after a while he just leaves me alone for the resto f the day without any work.

The course i was taking in college lasted for three years, and during that time nothing changed in my life… sure i had to study a lot more to keep up with classes, anatomy, fisiology, patological and infectous deseases, wild animals health, first aid steps, and a lot more… but i enjoyed, despite the fact in some classes the pictures we had to see  were  disgusting, but we would have to get used to it…

I was always damn tired at the end of the day… but i knew everything would be worth i tone day, so i was able to keep it up, thats what i anted and i would fight for it.

I was always glad my country was a peacefull one, it didnt take much of my time to rule it this way, and i also knew that John was trying to give me less work since i started college, so it would help me.

~HIS SIDE~

It has been three years, three damn years without my mate, i always hoped i would find her in another pack like my father, but i had already travelled to almost all the packs and my mate was nowhere to be seen, my wolf was losing hope, and honestly so was i…  maybe i had no mate? Maybe the moon goddess didnt plan a mate for me, that thought scared me but i had no reason to believe otherwise.

‘maybe she is just somewhere away or travelling around like us and we have been missing her’ my wolf said to me with a voice i was sure he was trying to convince himself more than it was suppose to convince me. 

'sorry buddy, but i dont think thats the case' i replied with pain in my voice as i sigh 'however, the pack cant stay without a Luna, so maybe we should take someone as our mate' my wolf whimpered at that and never spoke to me during the resto of the week.