I’ve been living on the castle and i’ve been working non-stop for my country’s future, assuring peace agreements with other countries, going to take care of meeting with high-ranking political figures on my country and others. Every week there’s a day, usually Sunday, where i take a break for some hours. A break so i can talk to Ashley, a break so i can breathe, a break so i don’t fall apart, a break where i forget what i am and think of who i am, think of how i ended up where i am, think of what would improve my country and think of what i can do to make it up for everyone i hurt, specially Viktor. I has been feeling really bad latelly whenever i am with Sebastian, i can’t help but feel wrong, it feels wrong, i want to be with Viktor, i see Sebastian as a friend not as my fu

