Once ready i went downstairs to the ball-room for the party, with my arm around John’s since we were each other’s partner for the ball. After a little while on the “party” i was tired of it already, i could feel everyone’s stares on me and their whispers on how young i was, how could i be the Queen, how could i rule this country and to top it all i heard someone say that probably i wasn’t doing anything and just gave all my work to John and all my high ranks below me. In the middle of the party John came to me “shall we go to the balcony for fresh air? I would like to tell you something” i nodded and took the hand he held out for me. When we arrive at the balcony he said “i didn’t want to tell you this so soon, but since they are in this party i might as well bring it up before someone

