far away.
Escaping dreams
of yesterday.
Nobody knows it's empty,
The smile that I wear.
The real one is left behind in the past
Because I left everything there ,
I was denied the love I deserved
And now am paying for the price ,
I thought it was a dream; I thought it wasn't real,
But the pain really hurts and it's really how I feel .
Memories keep coming back and so do all of the tears.
I hear your voice , and as quick as the smile came , it quickly disappears"
And their were lots more of poems but I was so jealous at the moment, and I didn't even know what they mean, I was always jealous of how she was with dad and finally when her relationship with dad dead down completely I new I got a big chance to make mine shine, not that we were not close or didn't have a good relatio
