I should’ve known my first day at Hawthorne Academy would be a disaster. The moment I stepped off the sleek black shuttle, I realized: normal was a myth, and apparently, so was subtlety.
The campus was… well, it was trying too hard to look like a fairy tale. Ivy-covered stone buildings. Cobblestone paths that were charming in brochures but evil on heels. Manicured gardens that practically demanded a photo for i********:. And here I was, in thrift-store chic, feeling like a neon sign screaming, “I don’t belong here.”
I tried to blend in. Really, I did. But blending in is tricky when your first step inside the dorm leads to a collision with an immaculately polished vase.
Crash. Shatter. Horrified gasps.
“Oh my-!” shrieked a girl whose heels probably cost more than my entire wardrobe.
I froze. “Hi. I’m… um… new?”
She gaped at me like I had just vomited glitter on her rug.
“Do you even know what this is?” she demanded, pointing at the fragments.
“Yep,” I said, crouching and picking up a shard. “It’s… broken.”
Not my finest moment.
From somewhere behind me came a slow clap.
“Bravo,” a voice drawled. “I’ve seen less dramatic performances in theater class.”
“Thanks,” I muttered, brushing imaginary dust off my pride, trying to act casual while my brain short-circuited.
I looked up. Golden Boy. Tall. Perfect. Infuriatingly handsome. Golden hair that caught the afternoon sun like it was trying to blind me, eyes sharp enough to cut glass… and a smirk that looked like he knew exactly how chaotic I was going to be.
But there was something else, something weirdly… magnetic. He didn’t just watch; he cataloged. Every flinch, every stumble, every desperate attempt I made to recover. And he didn’t judge like the others - at least, not openly. No, his judgment was quieter, more… surgical.
I felt my stomach do an awkward little flip. Not the good kind, the kind where your brain screams : “Don’t look, don’t breathe, don’t embarrass yourself further!”
And yet, despite the disaster I’d just caused, I noticed it: the faint scent of something sharp, crisp, expensive, maybe leather mixed with citrus? It was like he was tailor-made to be noticed, without even trying.
I cursed under my breath. Great. He’s not just tall, golden, and smirky. He’s also making me paranoid about my sense of smell.
He tilted his head, studying me. “Do you always make such… memorable first impressions?”
“I aim to impress.” I said, sarcasm fully engaged.
“Clearly,” he said, voice low, amused. “You’ve set a new standard for chaos.”
I felt my cheeks heat, partly from embarrassment and partly because… well, whatever, he was irritatingly attractive.
And then came the whispers. The pointing. Phones were out. Someone was already taking pictures. Great, I thought. Now I’m trending on whatever shadowy gossip app this place runs.
I dragged myself toward the nearest dorm hallway, praying I wouldn’t trip again. Naturally, fate disagreed.
A suitcase rolled across my path. I stepped on it. I stumbled. Arms flailed. A suit jacket flew into the air. I landed on my knees, narrowly avoiding another priceless vase.
Golden Boy watched, arms crossed, expression unreadable. “Impressive recovery,” he said dryly.
“Thanks,” I muttered, brushing imaginary dust off my pride.
The hallway was a war zone. Students glided past in perfect uniforms, exchanging nods and whispered judgments. One girl paused, glanced at my wrinkled blazer, and muttered, “Bless her heart,” like I was some lost animal.
I wanted to disappear.
Then came my first encounter with the elite clique - a trio of girls who looked like they were hand-painted by the gods of fashion. One with hair that probably cost more than my tuition, one with shoes that could puncture concrete, and one who looked like she swallowed an entire library of etiquette books for breakfast.
“New girl?” the first one said, raising an eyebrow. “Interesting choice of… clothing.”
“Thanks,” I said. “I was going for ‘please don’t notice me.’”
She smirked, unimpressed. “Bold strategy.”
I walked on, muttering under my breath about how much I hated everyone already. The hallway stretched ahead like it had been designed to intimidate newcomers: glossy floors reflecting every shoe, every sparkle of jewelry, every perfect hair flip. Paintings hung at precise angles, depicting past academy elites in perfectly posed grandeur. I half expected the portraits to scold me for my wrinkled blazer.
Eventually, I made it to my dorm room. The door was a polished oak, engraved with the kind of intricate scrollwork that screamed, “You’re not worthy.” I hesitated, took a deep breath, and opened it.
Inside was… perfection. Walls painted in calming shades of cream and pale gold. Plush carpets that probably were... well expensive. A crystal chandelier dangled from the ceiling like it had been stolen from a palace. Every pillow, every lamp, every desk item seemed strategically placed to broadcast sophistication.
And then there was my roommate.
She looked like she’d stepped straight out of a magazine - or a carefully curated i********: feed. Straight hair that caught the light like silk. Eyeliner so sharp I suspected she might have injured someone with it before. Lips perfectly painted, cheeks highlighted just enough to look like she’d been kissed by angels. And the stare - oh, the stare - it could cut diamonds. I could feel her evaluating me from the moment I stepped in, like a judge in a very exclusive, very scary talent show.
“Ah, the new girl,” she said, her voice smooth, controlled, like she was narrating someone else’s life for entertainment. “Welcome to Hawthorne. Try not to ruin everything in the first hour.”
I swallowed hard, trying to think of a witty comeback. Nothing came. So instead I offered a weak, “Thanks. I’ll… try?”
She didn’t smile. She didn’t even blink. Instead, she sat cross-legged on her bed, delicately flipping through a magazine as if my presence was a minor inconvenience rather than a human being. Around her, every personal item was perfectly arranged: books lined up by height, makeup palettes arranged in gradient colors, and a desk so tidy it made me feel like I’d accidentally wandered into a museum.
I placed my backpack down with exaggerated care, silently praying I wouldn’t mess anything up. Then, as if reading my thoughts, she looked up again, one perfectly arched eyebrow raised.
“You’ll get used to it,” she said finally, in a tone that suggested she doubted I ever would.
I sat on the edge of the bed opposite hers, surveying the room with a mix of awe and mild terror. Hawthorne wasn’t just a school. It was a showcase of wealth, beauty, and control - and judging by my roommate, the inhabitants were trained to wield all three like weapons.
I thought about the gossip app notification that had already pinged once on my phone - and probably would ping again. I thought about the shattered vase, the Golden Boy smirk, the whispered judgment in the hallways.
And now, apparently, my roommate was the boss.
I collapsed on my bed. Surviving Hawthorne Academy wasn’t just about blending in. Surviving here was going to be a full-time job. It was about surviving the students, surviving the gossip, and surviving the shadowy anonymous app that could ruin my life in a single post.
And if I didn’t figure out how to do that… well, at least my mishaps would make a good story for someone else to gossip about.
She sighed, not in annoyance, but in something sharper - like she was evaluating a particularly slow insect.
“You’re… the new girl,” she said finally, tilting her head. “I didn’t catch your name.”
I blinked. Pause. Okay, time to be polite… ish. “Uh… Evelynn. Evelynn Moore. And you are?”
She let the question linger for a beat too long, her gaze piercing like a laser. Then she finally spoke, slow and deliberate:
“Lyra. Lyra Kingsley. And I really don’t want to be friends. I just need to know what should be written on your gravestone.”
I blinked again. Twice. Was she joking? I wasn’t sure if my face was supposed to react in horror or amusement, so I went with a combination.
“Right,” I said carefully, trying to keep my voice casual while my brain scrambled for survival strategies. “Gravestone, huh? That’s… friendly. Very welcoming.”
Lyra’s eyebrow arched - the one that looked like it could slice glass. She leaned back on her bed, arms crossed, like she had all the time in the world to judge me, which, of course, she did.
I swallowed. Humor was my shield. “Well, you’ll be pleased to know, Lyra, that I prefer tombstones engraved with something poetic. Maybe, ‘Here lies Evelynn Moore, survived Hawthorne Academy… barely.’”
A flicker of a smile crossed her lips, but it didn’t reach her eyes. “Barely surviving?” she murmured. “We’ll see.”
I bit back a nervous laugh, resisting the urge to say, Yeah, we’ll see who ends up on the floor first. Instead, I tried something bolder.
“Just so you know,” I said, leaning back and folding my arms, trying to match her intensity, “I’m not looking for friends either. But if you try to kill me before lunch, I’ll remember you.”
Lyra considered me, eyes sharp, calculating, like she was weighing whether I was worth bothering with - or worth eliminating. Then she sighed, that same deadly, slow sigh.
“Fine,” she said at last. “Don’t die, then. It makes cleanup messy.”
I grinned despite myself. Okay, maybe I can survive here. At least, maybe.
But one thing was certain: this was going to be a very, very long year.