My Innocent Man

Chapter 5: Unexpected visitor

I thought saturdays will be normal but not today.

When I woke up I head down stairs to eat breakfast but I was surprised when I saw my mom standing at the sala.

"Mom?"

"You sound unhappy to see me honey,"

I was. What is she doing here? Isn't she supposed to be working her ass like she used to?

Hindi niya ito pinansin.

"I'm talking to you Nathan!"

"What?" I said not hiding the irritation to my voice.

Kumunot ang noo nito sa kanya.

"Where did you get that bruised?"

"It was nothing, I'm fine."

"It was nothing? I got a call yesterday, Mr. Fil said you just got involved in a fight,"

"Mom I'm fine really it was good to hear that you finally cared about me like how about do it more often?"

Napatahimik ito sa sinabi niya.

"Ano ba ko sainyo? Where are you guys when I needed you? Ano? pag di pa kayo tinawagan ni Mr. Fill I won't see you again? When was the last time we ate breakfast together? when was the last time you ask me what's wrong? You were both busy with other stuff and I was left here alone. I did everything to just-you know? Impress you guys but It didn't work right? Hindi ko alam na kailangan ko pa palang gumawa ng masama para mapansin niyo. I thought, I was doing the right thing, I thought having good grades and lost of medals will make you feel proud so that you can notice me but I was wrong."

He head back to his room. Hindi niya napigilan ang sarili na mag salita kanina dahil nag tatampo talaga siya and the same time he missed his parents too.

Hindi naman talaga siya ganito, wala naman sa kanya dati kahit na hindi niya laging nakikita mga parents niya nang matagal. Something change inside me, Victoria's words about our difference on family hits me. That I should be grateful, That I should consider my parents decision, na dapat intindihin ko rin sila kasi para sakin rin yung ginagawa nila.

But things are just different.

Hindi nag tagal at nakarinig naman siya ng katok sa kwarto niya. I open my door and let my mother inside.

She hug me.

"Hindi ko alam na you feel that way anak. I thought I was doing the right thing,"

"Kalimutan nalang natin yun Ma."

They talk so much that day at sabay nadin silang nag breakfast. Wala ang kanyang dad dahil asa business trip. Naintindihan naman niya iyon basta ang mahalaga sa kanya ay okay na sila.

When his mom goes outside duon lang niya naisip si Victoria. Parang naging masayahin siya simula nang makilala niya ito.

Hindi niya maintindihan kung ano iyong nararamdaman niya. He doesnt feel this kind of emotion before. Iniisip palang niya si Victoria ay bumibilis na ang t***k ng kanyang puso.

...

He was busy reading their project ipapasa na kasi ito sa monday kaya sinusuri talaga niya ng maigi kung may mali. Bahagya siyang napahinto nang may kumatok sa pinto. He just shout come in at hindi niya tinitignan kung sino ang pumasok dahil dahil wala naman siyang inaasahan na bisita.

"Lunch naba ma? Bababa rin ako maya-maya tapusin ko lang to."

"You looked busy,"

Agad siyang napalingon dito nakangiti itong nakatitig sa kanya sobrang lapit nila sa isa't-isa kaya hindi na siya nag taka nang mag lapat ang kanilang mga labi. Pinaikot niya iyong upuan ko at kumandong sakin. She always wants that position when we kiss like this. My hands automatically touch her hips moving her closer to me.

I love to smell that sweet scent of her.

She's so beautiful.

Tumigil ito, "Did you missed me?"

"I-I don't know," I was not ready to answer her questions.

I was panting, almost out of breath but she kissed me again

"Tell me you miss me,"

How could I respond? My mind is too clouded by her scent.

"Say it or I'll stop."

I groan. "I-I miss you,"

Kissing me hard forcing her lips to mine. She was always intense like these that I can feel her tongue seeking entrance, I let her. It was a beautiful melody that I can only feel when I'm with her. She bite my tongue.

"Ah-I love that," I can't help but to say.

Then she stops still on my lap and my hands is still on her hips.

"How does it feel?"

I can't react I don't know what to say.

"Have you kissed someone like that before?"

"Y-you asked so much question." I am confused enough yet she still ask so many question that I couldn't understand.

"Kase gusto kong malaman, Kung may Iba pang babae ang gumawa sayo ng ganito,"

"No one, I haven't been kissed like this ever before."

Nahihiya man siya pero inamin niya ang totoo.

Hinawakan niya yung pisngi ko at hinalikan akong muli sa labi.

"I think you should get off me now,"

"Why?"

He can't told her. It was not something to talk about lalo na sa babae so he remains shut.

"Victoria..." It was my warning tone pero wala lang iyon sa kanya. She's..

She's enjoying this.

"What?" Inosenteng tanong nito sakanya.

I was about to carry her but she moves rocking back and fort on my...

Victoria..

"You need to stop..." I said holding her hip.

I carry her off of me and let her sit the couch.

"My mom is here I explain to her,"

She wasn't looking at me she was looking at my.. oh she's crazy.

"Stop looking!"

I just head my self my bathroom to calm my self.

Bumuntong hininga nalang siya.

I just can't take it anymore I can't deny the fact that she turns me on so much.

The unfamiliar feeling is now clear to him. She's toying with my innocence I need to clear my mind away from her for awhile. She's too much for me I can't comprehend.