THE TEMPORARY WIFE

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In front of his family, I finally learned what I truly was: the temporary wife. The Halberg breakfast table could seat twelve, though most mornings only three people used it. Today, there were six. Margaret Halberg sat at the head as if presiding over court. Alan took the seat to her right. Vivienne sat to his left. I sat across from them. Exactly where an outsider would be placed. Alan’s father, Victor Halberg, lowered himself into his chair with the tired dignity of an aging patriarch. He offered me a nod, the only kindness in the room. Beside him sat Alan’s younger sister, Celeste, who was scrolling through her phone while pretending not to watch the unfolding spectacle. Silver lids were lifted. Coffee poured. Fresh pastries arranged. Everything gleamed. Everything poisoned. Vivienne was radiant in cream silk, one hand curled around a coffee cup as if she had always belonged there. Margaret laughed at something she said—a warm, genuine laugh I had heard perhaps twice in five years. “This house feels alive again since you arrived,” Margaret said. Her voice carried easily down the table. Vivienne smiled modestly. “You’re too kind.” “No,” Margaret replied. “Some people bring energy into a room. Others merely occupy it.” Her eyes flicked toward me for less than a second. It was enough. I kept my posture straight and reached for my tea. Across from me, Celeste winced slightly, then hid it behind her glass. Even she knew when her mother had fired a shot. Alan said nothing. He buttered toast with the concentration of a man reviewing quarterly reports. Vivienne placed a gentle hand over Margaret’s wrist. “Please don’t flatter me this early.” Margaret patted her fingers affectionately. “It isn’t flattery. You and Alan always suited each other.” The spoon in my cup stilled. Victor cleared his throat. “Margaret.” But she was just beginning. “There are pairings that make sense from the start,” she continued while pouring tea into her porcelain cup. “Some people match naturally—background, temperament, ambition.” The tea streamed in a thin amber line. “And others…” She set the pot down delicately. “Others are simply placeholders until life corrects itself.” Silence struck the table. Even the servants standing along the walls became motionless. Celeste stared openly now. Victor’s jaw hardened. Vivienne lowered her gaze at once, playing discomfort beautifully. “Oh, Margaret, please...” She did not deny it. She did not defend me. She only pretended the insult embarrassed her. Alan lifted his coffee and took a slow sip. No objection. No rebuke. No Mother, enough. Nothing. In that moment, humiliation became something colder than pain. It became clarity. I had spent years hoping silence meant complexity. Maybe Alan was reserved. Maybe he struggled with emotion. Maybe love expressed itself differently in men like him. No. Sometimes silence simply means agreement. Margaret looked at me with polite expectation. “Elena, more tea?” I almost laughed. “Yes, thank you.” My hand remained steady as I passed my cup. Inside, something was splintering. The maid refilled it. I reached for the handle, but my fingers trembled at the wrong moment. The cup tipped slightly, sending a small arc of hot tea across the tablecloth. A few drops landed on Vivienne’s sleeve. “Oh!” Before I could move, Alan was already on his feet. “Careful.” He reached for a linen napkin and bent toward Vivienne, blotting the silk sleeve with swift concern. “Did it burn you?” “No, I’m fine,” she said softly, eyes lifting to him. Their faces were close. Intimate. Practiced. I sat frozen with tea cooling on my own hand. No one asked if I had been burned. No one noticed the redness spreading across my fingers. Margaret frowned—not at Alan’s reaction, but at the stained cloth. “Honestly,” she muttered. “Must everything become messy?” Victor set down his fork with controlled force. “That’s enough.” The room paused. Margaret gave her husband a cool glance. “I’m speaking generally.” “You rarely do,” he said. For the first time that morning, I almost smiled. But the moment passed quickly. Victor returned to his plate. Margaret straightened. Alan resumed his seat beside Vivienne as though none of it had happened. I looked down at the tablecloth. The spill was small. Barely visible. Yet everyone had acted as if I had overturned the entire meal. Much like my place in this family. One wrong movement, and I was the problem. Breakfast dragged on through discussion of charity galas, market forecasts, and Vivienne’s return to the country. She had investors to meet, friends to reconnect with, a possible fashion collaboration in the works. Margaret glowed with interest. Celeste asked Vivienne about Paris nightlife. Victor mostly stayed silent. Alan listened when Vivienne spoke. He listened. I tried to remember the last time he had listened to me without checking his watch. When I finally stood, no one asked where I was going. I didn’t excuse myself. I simply left. *** The kitchen was warm, fragrant with butter and bread, alive in a way the dining room never was. Staff moved quickly between counters, pretending not to notice my entrance. I stood by the sink and ran cool water over my reddened fingers. The sting was sharp but manageable. Unlike the one in my chest. Martha approached carrying a tray of fruit. She paused beside me. “Madam, let me get ointment.” “It’s fine.” “It is not.” There was quiet steel in her voice. She set the tray down, opened a drawer, and produced a small burn cream. Gently, she took my hand. The tenderness nearly undid me. “You shouldn’t fuss,” I said lightly. “Someone should.” She dabbed cream over the skin with careful fingers. I stared at the tiled wall to keep from crying. After a moment, Martha said softly, “You are too good for this house.” I let out a breath that sounded like a laugh and hurt like one too. “That makes one person who thinks so.” She met my eyes. “More than one.” I wanted to ask if the staff pitied me. I wanted to ask if everyone in this mansion had always known I was temporary except me. Instead, I said, “Thank you.” Martha squeezed my hand once and returned to work. I stood there a while longer, collecting the pieces of my face before reassembling them. Then I remembered Alan had left for a conference call upstairs. Good. I needed air. Or perhaps answers. *** Alan’s private study was on the west side of the house, lined with dark wood shelves and floor-to-ceiling windows overlooking the gardens. It smelled faintly of leather, cedar, and the expensive cologne he wore too sparingly to be intimate. I entered without knocking. No one ever came here except me and his assistant. The desk was immaculate except for one open folder near the center. I moved closer absently, expecting financial reports. My eyes fell on bold black letters across the top page. DIVORCE AGREEMENT For a moment, I did not understand the words. My pulse thudded in my ears as I picked up the document. Parties listed: Alan Theodore Halberg Elena Marie Ward Halberg Settlement provisions. Property allocation. Confidentiality clauses. Spousal compensation. Compensation. As though five years could be reimbursed like damaged furniture. My vision blurred. There were handwritten notes in the margin from legal counsel. Finalize after discussion. Timeline dependent on Miss Cross media management. Miss Cross media management. I gripped the edge of the desk so hard my nails dug into the wood. He had planned this. My marriage had become a corporate transition. The study door opened behind me. I turned sharply. Alan stood there, one hand still on the handle, expression unreadable. Then his gaze moved to the papers in my hand. Something flashed across his face. Not guilt. Annoyance. “You shouldn’t be in here,” he said. I laughed once. The sound was broken. “No,” I replied. “I shouldn’t be anywhere in this house, should I?” He closed the door behind him. “Elena—” I lifted the document between us. “When were you going to tell me?” He did not answer immediately. And in the silence, I received another answer entirely. ***
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