FAKE WIFE

5

"No one believes in love at the first sight until that special person comes along and steals your heart."

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We didn’t talk that much; I’ve always spent my time in my room while he was going out dating with his girlfriend even if our marriage was getting nearer. After a few hours, he finally arrived home. He entered the house just like he did nothing. “Hello beautiful, I’m back.” He said while walking towards me who was sitting on the sofa at the living room. While my eyes were looking at the television. What I did was just ignoring him. I didn’t reply anything and just remained silent until he walked a little bit more closer to me. “Yah Hyura! I’m talking to you. Did you hear me?” He raised his voice at me.

“I did. But I don’t wanna talk to you, Jimin. Just stop talking and being annoying.” I said while my hand was holding the remote and changing the channel. He didn’t talk for a while, but after a few minutes, I heard he was sighing. Maybe he was already tired of handling me. Because I wasn’t that important to him. “If you’re mad because of what happened, I’m sorry. My feeling towards Hyejin is not real.” He explained. He once told me that he’ll just accept her back but that didn’t mean that he will still treated her like how they were used to. I stayed quiet for a few minutes, until he started to speak again.

“She’s my ex girlfriend and you know that Hyura. I was just trying to play her back just like how she did to me. But why did you become so emotional so sudden? Are you perhaps jealous?” He asked while placing both of his hands on the both sides of my shoulders. I turned off the television to focus on what I was about to say. I turned to face him and rolled my eyes as our eyes met. “Remember how hurt you were when she cheated? You cannot be selfish, she will be hurting like how you did before! Just don’t be SELFISH and such a flirty.” I said with a little bit shouting towards him which made him to glare at me. I knew, what I just said might make him mad. I stood up and was about to walk away but he stopped me from walking away from him. He grabbed my wrist tightly which caused my hand hurt. I tried to remove his hand from mine but I couldn’t. “You have no right to say everything that you just said!” He said, a little bit shouting at me. From his eyes, I knew that he was already mad. I pulled my hand back from his hand while my eyes were still looking at his. They became watery all of sudden. That was why girls didn’t like to argue, because we ended up crying.

“I’m your future wife, Jimin. I have rights on everything about you.” I said and my voice was shaking of holding the tears by myself. Not wanting to let the tears flowing out of my eyes. He smirked as he heard me mentioning the word wife. “Future wife, yes you are. But for this dumb fake marriage, you should always remain as my fake wife, Hyura! Not more than that! Everything will become FAKE!” He shouted, right after he finished talking, my right palm reached his cheek. I slapped him hardly. After a long time trying to hold the tears, they finally came out of my eyes and were flowing on both sides of my cheeks. He always hurt me with his words and his actions. He’s terrible. I wanted to end everything quickly. “Everything will remain as fake for you? So the wedding is going to be fake with the fake feelings that we have to pretend to have for each other. And the guests will be fooled with the fake things that we are doing, because YOU ARE FAKE, Jimin! You are faking yourself then f**k you!” I shouted with tears were rolling down on my cheeks. With the shaking voice and with my heart on fire. I grabbed my bag that was place in front of him and ran out from the house. With slamming the door loudly, I started to make my way. Not knowing where to go, I just follow the steps that I took. He didn’t stop me, at all. But all the time, his eyes were plastered at me while I was grabbing my bag and went out.

I was walking alone at the park near to our house. The park where me and Seungri met before. Looking at the slides and swings that we used to play together and the place that we did star gazing together, I missed him, so much! “Lee Hyura!” Someone shouted my name from my back. I knew it wasn’t him, because I recognised the voice and I knew who was calling me. I turned around but before turning around, I wiped the tears that were still flowing. “Namjoon oppa?” I said slowly, he walked faster towards my direction as I couldn’t hold the tears anymore. I wanted to cry but I didn’t want him to misunderstand. He comforted me with a hug.

Jimin's pov

I was walking while waiting for her to be back in front of our house’s main gate. I knew she will be back, sooner or later. I knew it was all my fault, if i didn’t say anything, that won’t happened. I used to hurt her, but she never cried because of me. I’ve only seen her crying two times. The first one was inside the toilet at the boutique, but that was because she missed her parents and wasn’t because of me. But the second time was just now, and it was clearly my fault!

While I was still waiting for her and I did call her, she didn’t pick up the call. I received a text from Namjoon Hyung.

RM Hyung: That’s not how to answer her, Jimin. You’re a man, should be gentle a little bit. She’s so fragile, you have to know that.

Me: I just cannot control myself.

RM Hyung: Even if you hate her that much, she also has heart.

Me: Where is she now?

RM Hyung: Only if you know how to make her stop crying, just comfort her. She’s safe with me. But please Jimin, for once, try to put yourself in her shoes. What would you feel? I just think, she’s too kind for you. Jimin, please, don’t disappoint me.

Me: I’m sorry. I’m truly sorry.

RM Hyung: i***t. What’s the point of saying sorry to me? Come to the mall near to your house. We’ll be there. Don’t be late or I’ll make a move and will be replacing you to marry her tomorrow. She’s cute so why not.

I rolled my eyes while chuckling as I read his last text. My mom’s heart will jumped out of her body if Namjoon Hyung replaced me on the wedding day.

I drove faster to the mall and parked my car after I arrived at the mall. My legs were moving faster while my eyes were wandering wildly; looking for the right figure that I’ve been searching for inside the mall. A few minutes of searching, my eyes finally met Namjoon Hyung’s eyes. He froze as he saw me; making Hyura who was facing him to turned around to see what Namjoon Hyung was looking at. Her eyes widen as she saw me standing.

Hyura's pov

He walked closer towards my direction. I turned my head to look at Namjoon Oppa, he was nodding his head; signing me to just go and meet Jimin. If it wasn’t because of Namjoon Oppa, I won’t do that. I let him to walk closer towards me and was just standing there without moving.

“If you’re here just to argue, just go home.” I said to him and we walked to the nearest bench in the shopping mall. I took my seat while he took his seat beside me. “I’m sorry, Hyura.” He said. It was very hard to hear those words coming out of his mouth. That was the first time I heard him saying sorry because of what he have done. I was still remained quiet as I didn’t say anything to him. He suddenly stood up and looked at me who was still sitting on the bench. “I’ll make sure, this won’t happen again.”

He said. Even though I was confused if I had to believe on what he just said, I just thought that I should end the argument between us faster. “Sing in the crowd now!” I said while holding myself from laughing. I just wanted to hear him singing as he had a lot of fans because of his singing skills and also because of his visual.

He walked at the busking team with a crowd of people watching him. Some of them were his fans. He took the microphone and begun with a speech. “I am doing this to say sorry to this one girl. Hopefully, she’ll forgive me.” He said. After that he whispered something at the busker. Music started to be played by the busking team.

“There’s a girl but I let her get away,

It’s all my fault ‘cause pride got in the way,

And I’d be lying if I said I was ok

About that girl the one I let get away.”

He sang while walking approaching the audiences. His voice was very soft and that was something that could make me enjoyed. He was singing a song titled ‘That Girl’ by Olly Murs in acoustic version. He sang while slowly approaching me who was in the crowd. He stopped singing and everyone gave him a round applause and cheered for him. He had a very perfect soft voice. What did I expect? He’s an idol so what?

He walked towards me after taking few pictures with his fans. With a very happy face, he gave me a quick tight hug. “How was me? Did I just looking good as always? And...are you still mad?” He was giving me three questions in a row. I chuckled seeing him like that. “Let’s go, I forgot to cook.” I said and both of us chuckle without even knowing what’s funny. Maybe it was just a happy laughed that we shared together. Before we walked away, Jimin turned around and looked at Namjoon Oppa. They were exchanging winks to each other. Probably that were gay winks. I was just laughing before bowing to Namjoon Oppa; thanked him for comforting me. “Take a good care of her or you know what I’ll do.” Namjoon Oppa said as we were walking past him. We were all laughing. It would be nice if Jimin could treated me just like how he’s doing.

We both entered his car, but he didn’t drive away yet. He was looking at the windows before he turned and faced me. “Just stop telling shits to my friends.” He said and started to drive away. He was being fake just now just to show Namjoon Oppa that we were doing good. “I should’ve notice this just now, that you were faking it. Because I know, you won’t be nice to me, at all.” I said just to hear him replying me with a laughed before he smirked. He didn’t get to reply me as his phone was ringing. Someone was calling him and he picked up the call while driving. That was dangerous and wrong to use your phone while driving.

“Yes, Nuryn. Why? Do you need anything?”

“I’m sorry Nuryn, can we talk later. Someone is turning on music with the highest volume. Sorry.”

He said and quickly ended the call. Right after he placed his phone, he turned off the radio. And sent me a sharp glare from his eyes. I looked away and just enjoying myself with ignoring him. “Yah why did you do that?” He asked me.

“I just thought that I have no right to hear what you’re talking to her.”

I replied. Yes that was why I did turn on the music with the highest volume. So that I didn’t have to hear him. And I was just wanting to annoy him. That’s all. He did contact with another girl just a few hours before we became official.