It's been so long since I last visit the Philippines. I visited her grave the day I arrived. Naiiyak ako everytime I think about her death. I couldn't even do anything to save her. I should've forced
Granie to tell me where she was. But neither does she know where Lera was after sending her away.
"I missed you Lera and I'm never gonna love anyone like how I love you," Sater said as he sat down. "I wish I could've met you before you passed away."
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Ilang months na din ang lumipas na I decided to ask my mom which was Beth- Mrs. Irwin- kung pwede ba akong magstay longer sa Philippines. At ang sabi niya'y it was my choice. They were hesitating to let me go. Pero I was so sure na gusto kung manatili muna dito ng ilang months before I go back and handle their business.
"Ella, dito ka na
