Arabella's POV: Every time I find myself happy something has to come and ruin it for me. It's like I'm not allowed to be happy for a long time. My happiness is always short lived. I know I probably sound like an pessimistic person but that's just how it is in my life. What hurts me the most is that the ones who should be my family and people who should care for me are the ones who end my happiness. I've never imagined him to come back to my life. I always thought if he would come back that he would actually come because he missed me and because he's sorry for what he did to me and mom. But of course I was wrong again. I try to find the good in people no matter how bad they actually are and how much they've hurt me. That's why I always end up hurt at the end. Unfortunately I'm one of th

