Rose :
Yes , my heart screamed . Say yes . Say you want to . On the contrary no words left my mouth . For minutes silence floated in the air around us . Aaron looked at me with hope in his beautiful eyes . I couldn't tell him I was ready . Not because I was not but because I didn't knew I was . A no would surely crush his hopes once again and I don't want see him with defeated eyes . Then another possibility came to my mind . What if he gives up on me after hearing constant no's . What if he moves on with his life . If that happens I would lose him forever. The idea brought chills , I shivered . No , I can't lose him .
He seemed nervous , rethinking if it was a good idea to ask me so soon . The look on his face gave that away . I held his hand reassuringly trying to find some words to
