Aaliyah
I am in a whirl of emotions right at this very moment. My head is reeling with mixed emotions and it's making me overwhelmed. Looking at these three little sticks is turning my life around. I've made my way to the toilet, put the toilet lid down and sat on it.
I am so lost right now, I have no idea what I'm going to do. Me, Aaliyah Diamond James, an eighteen year old woman, is going to be a young mother. I tilted my head back and closed my eyes and took a very, long, exasperating, deep breath. I then placed hand on my stomach as I slowly moved it in circles. Right now, all I can do is shed tears and wonder what I'm having: A handsome young King, or a beautiful young Queen.
As I'm sitting here wondering what it's going to be like, I imagined myself holding my little bundle of joy in my arms. You know, this might become a blessing to me as I'm going through this journey forming inside of me. It's crazy that I'm already in love with it even though I just found out today. All I'm seeing is me and my child happy in each others arms.
However, I have to face the obstacles that is coming my way. That is me telling my parents about my pregnancy, finishing up my education, and now finding a place to live. My parents, well basically my mother, made it very clear to me that I'm on my own when it comes to this type of situation. You know what's funny? Just the other day during dinner, it was one of those dinners where DJ would come over, my mother had dream of fishes. Of course that dream means that some in the person's family is expecting. She immediately thought it was DJ because he used to f**k around a lot before hooking up with Sabrina. Now, I see that my mother's dream is coming true. Her nor my dad would never thought that it would turn out to be me.
As I was wondering in my thoughts, I soon heard a knock at the door as it snapped me out. Of course, it would be Sasha and Sabrina cause we are the only three people here.
"Hey boo, what do they all say?" Sasha asked me with concern. I inhaled deeply and showed them the results.
"Wow!" Sasha said with a blank expression as she was observing my tests. "Well, looks like I'm going to be a god mom!" She chuckled as she tries to shed some light on this situation. I didn't protest because I do need need some humor as I'm going through this. As for Sabrina, she giving her the death star.
"The hell you are! I'm the god mom the f**k!" Sabrina chided at her.
"b***h please! You are already the auntie since you dating the uncle!" She retorted back.
"Oh yeah! You're right. Never mind." I giggled as they were bickering over who's going to have the title as godmother. Y'all just don't understand how much I love them two. They both tends to make me laugh even through my downfalls. Even though right now I've fallen into abyss.
"But, all jokes aside Liyah, are you sure you're not going to tell Ice about this?" Sabrina asked me for reassurance.
"Yeah Bri, I'm sure about this." She shook her head and huffed with disappointment.
"I think you're making a big mistake by not telling him, but I'll stand by your decision. Even though I feel like he's going to have our heads for this." She mumbled the last sentence but I didn't bother to question her about it.
"Thanks Bri!" I smiled at her and leaned my head on her shoulder.
"Yeah me too girl. I don't agree to it, but I'll stand by it for you." Sasha stated.
"Thank you Sasha!" I held her hand. We were all sitting in the bathroom in a comfortable silence, until something dawned on me.
"Sasha, how close are you with Randy now?"
"Oh he's my boyfriend now!" She cheesed at us feeling gleeful. "Why you ask though?"
"Because, I know that him and Randy are very close with each other. That's why I asked." I pointed out. She huffed at me and said: "alright."
"And Sabrina, you better not tell Randy either. Along with my brother!"
"I won't tell either one of them, I figured you would want to be the one to tell DJ this."
"Yeah, I do."
"Then I won't say anything then. To either one of them." She promised me.
"Thank You!" I told them both as we were in the bathroom. They both hugged me saying "Everything is going to be alright love." I just hope it does, because this is going to be one roller coaster ride.
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Sabrina just pulled to my house after we took Sasha home. Soon as we got here, DJ had just pulled up right after us.
"Oh s**t, girl! There goes your papi chulo!" I teased at her. She blushed and shoved me a bit at the same time. As soon as he saw us, he walked his way over to us. He made his way to the driver's side of the car. Sabrina rolled her window down as DJ was leaning forward.
"Hey baby!" My brother smirked at her.
"Hola papi!" Sabrina replied back.
"Mmm, I can't get enough of you calling me that. Give papi a kiss." He cupped her by her chin and started giving her a one, long, lingering kiss.
They went on like that for 30 seconds at least. I looked away with disgust. I do not want to see my brother tonging down one of my bestfriends.
"Okay! Y'all can stop now!" They gave each other a couple more pecks before they broke it. DJ then looked up at me with annoyance.
"Liyah, if you didn't want to see the s**t then you should of gotten out of the f*****g car. Always c**k blocking and s**t!"
"Whatever nigga!" I rolled my eyes at him and got out the car. "Hey listen DJ, when you're done there is something that I have to tell you." I informed him.
"Why can't you tell me now?"
"Because I want you to spend a little time with your future before you encounter your past." I told him as he looked at me puzzled. "And after you encounter your past, that's when I'll tell you what's going on."
"A'ight." He said with hesitant before I made my way inside the house.
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DJ
I didn't understand what she meant when she said, "before you encounter your past." The hell is she trying to imply here?
"Bri, what did she mean by that?" I leaned against Sabrina's car.
"Sorry babe, that is something you have to see for yourself."
"Oh come on! You know I hate finding out s**t in the element of surprise. Just tell what she meant! And what does she has to tell me personally?" I asked her. I understand that her and my sister are bestfriends since forever, but I'm also her man. I feel like she needs to tell me what is going on with her.
"Sorry love, I know you are going to be mad at me, but it honestly isn't my place to tell what is happening. She wants to be the one to tell you." I sucked my teeth at her for keeping s**t from me.
"DJ, are you mad at me?" She asked as she got out of the car. I looked away and told her "no" even though I'm low-key upset about it. However, I do respect her for keeping whatever it is for my sister.
"Yes you are babe." She smirked as she wrapped her hands around my neck. She placed her head at the crook of my neck as well as leaving kisses all around that area. That had me grinning when she did that.
"Bri, c'mon now, don't start nothing you can't finish. You know you've been on my mind all damn day." I smirked at her because I really did. Also, I saw that video that Aaliyah posted on her i********: earlier. Seeing Sabrina turning Rayshawn down and letting him know that she's mine turned me on like a motherfucker. I've never been with a girl who is so committed to me. It's actually refreshing to be in a real relationship.
Sabrina gave me that sexy look in her eyes and I just crashed my lips onto hers. She started moaning in between our kiss. I bit down on her bottom lip which caused her to open her mouth a bit more. I slipped my tongue into her mouth without permission.
The kiss was so good that I need more than that. I need to have her taste in my mouth. So, I broke the kiss and led her to my car. It has tinted windows on it so no one can see through. I unlocked the door and opened the back seat.
"Get in!" I told her as she hopped in the back seat of my car. I did a quick smack on her ass as she was getting in. I bit my lip as I hopped in after her. Soon as I got in, I attacked her with more of my kisses. She moaned as I was licking and sucking on her neck.
I kissed her down from her neck to chest leaving passion marks everywhere I can get on her body.
"Mmm DJ!" she moaned out. I love hearing her voice when she says my name. Hell, it sounds even better when she screams it. I can hear that for a lifetime and she's all mine.
I took her jacket off and lifted her shirt off revealing her white laced bra she is wearing. I pulled out her left breast and began to please it with my tongue. I moved my tongue all around her pink n****e making it all hard and s**t. I then inserted as much of her titty into my mouth and sucked on it like I was getting breastmilk. I performed the same thing on the right.
"Oh yes DJ! Just like that... oh s**t!" she moaned out. I maneuvered my hands down to her pants and started to unbutton it. She started to say something in Spanish and that was always a turn on. I started back kissing her and while playing with her s*x. Her breathing was getting heavy as her chest was heaving. It was starting to get hot in the car and the windows were fogging up.
I pushed her back and yanked her pants off along with her panties. I spread her legs as far as I could in this car. I took my shirt off and threw it at the front seat of my car. I started kissing on the inside of her thighs and my tongue went to work on her precious jewel.
I began flicking and sucking on her c**t while inserting my middle and ring finger. As I was moving in and out of her, she started gyrating her hips in a fast circular motion.
"OH s**t! DESHAWN!!" She moaned out as I continued to lick, flick, suck, and plunged my fingers inside her. Her thick beautiful legs started to shake as she came into my mouth. I had some of her juices around my lips. She was breathing heavy as she was catching her breath. I yanked my fingers out and rose my head up. I looked at her and saw the satisfaction on her gorgeous face. I was about to put my shirt on until she stopped me.
"What's up?"
"I want to try something." She smirked while biting her lip. I looked at her puzzled because I have no idea what she is trying to do. I then notice that she is reaching for my belt buckle. I soon realize what she is going to do.
"Wait, hold on!" I stopped her before she can go on any further.
"What's wrong?" She asked me with a worried look.
"Listen, you don't have to do that just cause I'm giving you head Bri. I'm honestly fine with that. I don't want to pressure you to do something you don't want to do."
"But I want to do it, DJ. I want share all of my first experiences with you. I know this may be early for me to tell you this, but I've felt this for a long time. I love you, DJ. I wouldn't do this with anyone else but you." She pecked my lips. I'm surprised that she loves me. The shocking part is I feel the same way.
I thought I've found the one with Elena. I thought she would be my rock and my world. I even dreamed of making her my wife one day. But, when she betrayed me by f*****g my cousin, I was devastated as ever. It's like she ripped my heart out and threw it on the ground that day.
I thought I would never fall in love again. But when I started developing feelings for Sabrina, it became something that I don't want to let go, even if I tried. I didn't want to pursue them due to the fact of our age difference.
However, when she made legal age, I didn't procrastinate any longer. I've decided to not be a p***y and went for it, and now look where we are. I started kissing her so passionately saying, "I love you too," without even me realizing I've said it. That s**t just slipped out of my mouth. She broke the kiss then looked me in my eyes.
"If you love me then let me do this for you. Let me please you like you please me."
I displayed a raunchy grin and leaned back against the seat. "Go ahead baby, do your thing." I said to her. She smirked at me and I let her suction me off.
"If I mess up, then I'm very sorry." She said quickly before she started to lick the tip of my manhood. She then started flicking her tongue on it and wrapped her luscious lips around my love stick. She slowly slid me into her mouth moving her head up and down. I tilted my head back against the seat and enjoyed the satisfaction.
She started to bop her head up and down fast along with moving her tongue around my tip midway, and went back to bopping her head up and down on my manhood. I've received plenty of heads before, but this hits different for me. This has to be the best head that I've ever had.
She started moving her mouth deeper and was starting to gag on it. It caused her to slobber on it making it wet.
"That's right baby...ssss..... f**k!" She continued to deep throat it and I know that I'm getting close to letting go.
"Aggh f**k! I'm finna cum...Shit!" She picked up the pace as she moved her head faster. Sooner or later, I felt myself releasing. I tilted my head back trying to catch my breath. To my surprise, she licked up every ounce of my natural flow and swallowed it. For this being her first time, she gave the best head I ever had in my life. She raised her head back up and smirked at me. I just sat there speechless still trying to catch my breath.
"So, how did I do?" She asked me licking around to see if she had anymore of my juices around her mouth.
"Girl, you got me wanting to marry your ass right now!" I said as I was pulling myself together as we were putting our clothes back on. "It's too damn bad I don't have ring for you."
She giggled when I told her that. She must think I'm joking about this. I'm not playing games with her. She keep this s**t up she'll be off the market for real.
"You laughing, I'm serious!" I chuckled. There is no doubt that she won't have that last name she has now if she keeps f*****g around with me. Sabrina James don't sound to bad to me.
"I know you are and I'm holding you to that. It's going to take a lot to get rid of me cause I'm not going anywhere." She leaned in and pecked my lips. "I've been wanting you for a long time, DJ."
"And who the f**k said I'm letting you go that easy?" I smirked at her. I leaned in forward and kissed her passionately. I'm really serious about all the s**t I said. I broke the kiss and caressed her face staring deep into her eyes. "Your ass in mine Bri!"
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After my little rendezvous with Sabrina, I've made my way into the house. I got out my keys to unlock the door as I get ready to encounter these bitches called cousins of mine. As soon as I walked through the door, I frowned as I saw the first face that I've seen as I walked in.
"What's up cuz!" Rayshawn plastered a stupid grin on his f*****g face. I want to smack it off so damn bad, but I'm trying to keep my cool with this nigga. I'm trying so hard not to rearrange his face.
"What's up." I said to him dryly, "where my folks at?" I looked around the place to find my parents.
"They went out for drinks." He simply said.
"Oh," I replied.
"So, how you been man?" Is this nigga serious? I know damn well he is not trying to start a conversation with me. I don't like him an we ain't close.
"Man cut all that bullshit! We ain't close. We ain't never been close, and we'll never be. So if I were you, I'd quit while you're ahead cause you ain't s**t to me. I heard your ass was trying to push up on my girl earlier today. I should kick your ass for that s**t, but I'm trying not to f**k up my parents' place." I shoved passed him. "Where my damn sister at?"
"She's upstairs, bitch." he mumbled the last word but like I've said, I'm not trying to f**k up parents house by dealing with Rayshawn.
"Oh, we also brought an extra guest as well. You'll be surprised who it is, nigga." He displayed an evil smirk. I rolled my eyes and made my way up the stairs. As I was approaching my sister's room, I heard her and another female going at it. I immediately know for sure that it is Jasmine with her petty ass. They bicker with each other every time we encounter them.
"DJ..." A familiar voice got me out of my thoughts. I took a deep breath because I instantly know who that voice belong to. I slowly turned around and see the girl that f****d me over. She was still as beautiful as I remembered: caramel skin, reddish-brown kinky curls, and hazel brown eyes. Still as pretty when I approached her in our freshman year of high school. But, there was one thing that is different about her. The one thing that caught my eye. She is pregnant. She couldn't be no more than 5 months at least. I immediately put two and two together. She is having a baby by that no good b***h down stairs. This is honestly a sad sight to see.
"Elena." I briefly said.
"It's good to see you." She said to me awkwardly.
"I wish I could say the same." I replied coldly.
"Come on DJ, don't be like that." She pleaded out. I scoffed when she said that to me.
"Don't be like what, Elena? Huh? Don't act how I'm acting towards you? Was I suppose to be all happy to see your ass? What you think it was suppose to be all hearts and flowers? I don't think so!" I scowled at her.
"No DJ! Look what I did was a mistake. I..."
"You were my everything Elena!" I cut her off. "You were my first love, kiss, time, EVERYTHING!! We were going to plan a future together. I even thought I was going to marry your ass, but what did you do? You hurt to the core! You stabbed me in my heart when you came out them nasty porter potties with that b***h. Now look at you, pregnant with that nigga's baby!" I exclaimed as I was shaking my head at her.
She was crying the whole time I was ranting on her ass. However, I don't really care anymore. Now she knows how I felt when she cheated on me with my stupid ass cousin.
"DJ, I am so sor..."
"I'm not even going to let you finish that s**t!" I cut her off again. "Keep your f*****g sorry. I don't want to hear it. You clearly made your choice and moved on. I did the same thing as well. But, out of the kindness of my heart, I wish you luck with the baby, cause you are going to need it." I opened my sister's door and stepped into her room.
"DJ wait!"
"Bye Elena!" I slammed the door in her face. I turned around and looked at Jasmine and Aaliyah being in my business.
"What?"
"Well damn... that was intense." Jasmine grinned at me. I rolled my eyes and opened the door.
"Get your ass out." I referred to Jasmine.
"What?" she said looking offended.
"I said get the f**k out!" She scoffed and walked out of Aaliyah's room leaving only me and her.
"Why the hell you didn't tell me Elena would be here? AND pregnant by that b***h!" I chided at Aaliyah.
"Well DJ, I figured it wasn't my place to tell." She defended.
"The f**k you mean it wasn't your place? YOU'RE MY SISTER!!! You should've told me before my ass got here!" I scowled at her.
"First of all DJ, you need to calm down with all of that! I may be your sister, but I am not the one for all that s**t. You right, I should have told you what's happening, but I've also figured that this the type of s**t that you should witness for yourself!" She chided back at me.
I just rolled my eyes and mumbled "whatever" and let it go.
"Anyway, you said you need to tell me something?" I reminded her to change the subject.
"Man I don't know if I should tell you or not if you are going to act like this?" I exhaled deeply and calmed myself down.
"Look, I'm sorry for snapping at you like that." I apologized and sat on the side of her bed. "It's just that... seeing her again and being pregnant by Rayshawn just hurts man. It hurts so much. If she didn't cause me so much misery that would have been my baby she is carrying." I huffed out staring into space just thinking about it. Aaliyah came over and sat next to me. She wrapped her arms around my shoulders.
"Listen DJ, I know it's causing you pain. I'm hurting for you. I used to see you all happy and joyous when you were with her. I was happy for you. But, when she did what she did with Rayshawn awhile back, you fell into a dark place. You were not yourself for a long time, DJ. You may have displayed a poker face in front of mom and dad, but I can see that you were unhappy. Jumping from girl to girl, devoting into whatever the hell you do for a living, smiling and telling everyone that you're okay when I know you're not. You've been heart-broken for a long time DJ. But when you started seeing Sabrina, I saw the brother I once knew. I saw him complete. I saw that he has found his real love that has been right under his nose this who damn time." I chuckled at that last part. "Anyway, don't dwell on the past bro. Evidently, she's not worth it. I mean, why step back when you can move forward." She explained to me.
She's right though, I'm over here moping my feelings around with Elena when I got a whole new girl to think about. "Yeah, you right. Thanks Aaliyah, you know you the best little sister anyone could ever have." I told her as we embrace in a hug.
"You're welcome, DJ. But, I don't believe you'll think I'm the best after I tell you this." I looked at her and saw that she had a whole different demeanor on her face. She looked sad and upset about something.
"Liyah, what's going on?" I asked her. She put her hands on her face. I could tell that this is something serious. But the question is: how serious is this? Then tears began to form in her eyes and she started to weep.
"Hey Liyah, come on now." I wipe some of her tears with the sleeve of my jacket as she began to sob some more.
"DJ, please don't be mad at me when I tell you this." She pleaded.
"What's going on Aaliyah? Come on you can tell me." She started crying out and then began to say what she has to say.
"Well I..."
"Hold on." I cut her off because I could feel something isn't right at the moment.
"What?" She asked in confusion.
I shushed her and quietly made my way to the door. I feel that some one is trying to ease drop into our conversation. If my hunch is correct, it's probably Jasmine's nosey ass. Once she hear something interesting, she'll spread the s**t like wild fire.
I slowly crept to the door and yanked it open. Not to my surprise, it's Jasmine on her knees, head against the door, tipping over to the ground yelping.
"Can we help you?" I asked her as I leaned against the door. She got up adjusting herself like she was not trying to be nosey or some s**t.
"Um... well... you see... I..."
"Was trying to be a nosey little b***h like you always are." I retorted.
"Nooo! I was just..."
"Jasmine, you might as well quit while you are ahead cause you was just trying to be petty as you are." I stated to her.
"I resent that you know!" She scoffed with offense.
"Resent it, write it down, take a picture of it, I DON'T GIVE A f**k!! NOW GET YOUR ASS ON!!" I yelled and she tooted her head up and walked away. I shook my head and slammed the door. I made my way back to the same spot I sat at and gave Aaliyah my undivided attention.
"Now, what is that you were going to tell me?" I asked her as we were picking up where we left off. She took a deep breath and shifted her body towards me. She then looked at me and started to say what she had to say.
"DJ... I'm pregnant."