Kennedy
It just wasn't meant to be. No mater what I did, it did not end in pregnancy.
Howle and I were sick of eachother now. We were frustrated and fighting all the time.
Lucas took me away for a holiday.
We went to an exotic island. I was so glad to just relax and not worry about having a baby.
Lucas was glad to have me alone.
We were enjoying the water and the sand. I was getting a nice tan.
At night we stayed up late looking at the stars. Lucas took to the air and flew for hours.
On his return he woke me up to feed. Then he made sweet, non baby pressure love.
We drank from coconuts out on the beach. I went topless, we were in a private cabana.
Lucas rubbed my back, then my front. He read poetry to me on his knees next to my hammock.
I was so deeply in love.
When the w
