Maryland flower keeper

mistakes and hits

She knew that she chooses whether one would lose another, Clara before she met Jim had him as a type because his personality was cheerful and calm even in his way of being respected and treated well beyond respecting her consent. In everything he was what she wanted but her heart is torn between something real that would bear fruit and a splintered expectation with no future.

*elsewhere a day later*

that day my only thought was of her, I know I must leave someone behind because of an indecision *sigh* she must have thought he was here for her. I know that feeling the hope of a comeback causes this confusion in people when they get lost in a momentary illusion of wanting to fix something that has broken many times in their hands , but letting go of what happened and moving on can bring lessons to life , I don't know how it ends and I don't know the feeling of hope for wishing someone's return. But I understand I don't feel hate for her having done this to me and I don't feel angry, although I only feel sadness and anguish when I think about how Clara feels now or before when she leaves. **at home**

- I understand Gina, but if she keeps thinking about him more will stagnate completely.

- oh perfectly, but you are also making this stagnation

- so start looking, because we will go to the cottage tomorrow afternoon.

** in the meantime with Clara **

I know I could have gone after him before but I didn't, I thought of two things that Jim must have been hurt and distressed by me, but he wasn't the only one who felt that way..

that day my only thought was of her, i know i must leave someone behind because of an indecision *sigh* she must have thought he was here for her. I know that feeling the hope of a comeback causes this confusion in people when they get lost in a momentary illusion of wanting to fix something that has broken many times in their hands , but letting go of what happened and moving on can bring lessons . for life, I don't know how an end is, nor the feeling of hope for wishing someone's return. But I understand I don't feel hate for her having done this to me, nor anger, although I only feel sadness and anguish when I think about how Clara feels now or before when she leaves. ** dream ** *phone rings*

-what will it be (hopefully it's not her trying to get back to something we haven't even started yet)

° answer the phone °

- Jim ... by her tone of voice he seemed to want to tell

- Speak but be brief. I know my affectionate side is almost gone because of yesterday's fight.

- I was wrong, I screwed up last night... I screwed up something two people were starting.

- And what do you want me to say about it?!, Clara .

- Who wants me back and would forgive me. *someone wakes up on Clara's side*.

-background voice ° Clara who are you talking to there ??°

- don't tell me you had s*x with your Ex ??!!, now his fiancée must be thinking she went to see his mother and didn't come back.

- I know I made a mistake... and he did too, but the fault for that will be mine. she cries on the phone.

- *hangs up the phone*

-- dream ends --- It was exactly 7 am and I had woken up after this strange dream, But feeling that I need to see Clara again and apologize even though she's wrong but I'm also in the same way as she left the cabin. So getting out of bed and I'm going to take that quick shower without delay at the end of it I get my towel that was on top of the shower stall, I go out in search of my room I get my clothes and dry myself I put them on my body I get my socks and my shoes and I do the same. After

* Asks Uber puts the way from his house to the village *

A few minutes Uber arrives and he enters and along the way they talk about the fight that Jim had with Clara and also tells about his dream he had at night.

- Son , I know you feel guilty just as she must be feeling now but we all got to a point of making mistakes with time we can see the defects but we must value the qualities of others.

- I understand sir.

- You can call me Ciço if you want.

- Ciço , I had a dream about her calling me trying to apologize but then I heard a second voice beside her was her ex and I found out that she had s*x with the guy , but that was not what left me with the flea behind my ear Mr Ciço, it was .. her telling me that she ruined his relationship and my attempt to have a quasi-relationship with her.

- I understand you son, but these things are warnings that life brings to us

- But do you think I should go after her?.

- Yes I think son, because later someone will take it.

- ...

- We're here son.

- Here is the payment for the race.

- No need, son, here's my card. And leaves

And leaves leaving Jim in front of the cabin where he is Clara .