“Is everything okay?” Carter asked. “Was it good for you?”
“Oh, it was great, man. It always is.” He rolled over and eyed Carter. “I was just feeling a little guilty again. I don’t know if I can go on like this. I’m a good guy, you know? And good guys don’t cheat on their wives.”
“Yeah, but you’re gay. You can’t get what you need at home.”
“Am I gay?” Tony asked.
Carter rolled his eyes. “You have to ask that after what we just did?”
“If I use that logic, then I’m also straight because I f**k my wife, too.”
Carter felt a nearly wince-inducing pang of jealousy take a stab at his heart. Unrealistic and illogical, but the heart had never subscribed to things that made sense.
Carter asked, “You want to stop?” He hated to say the words because he imagined a world without even this small p
