what do teenagers understand from V.Woolf?

3

After smoking weed with Harika, I found an excuse and left the house.

When I came to the cafe, Deniz was staring at me with her green eyes and suddenly raised her hand.

After sitting for a while, I got up to choose a song from the jukebox.

After a long conversation, I invited her to my home.

When we came home, Harika was already gone.

We drank cold coke, or rather I drank it.

I sat next to her and started playing with her hair.

When this game was over, we hugged tightly and lay down.

I had a baby from day one.

There were two people in my life now

Harika and Deniz

I didn't know how far I could take it without getting caught.

Having two people in my life was walking me.

I started having money problems.

Batuhan, my student from a private school, was buying weed from me the most.

Even though he was a rich kid, for some reason he couldn't manage to become a national.

If they got together with Harika for a fee, I could get a share as this job would be in my room on the terrace floor.

-Great

I know you sell videos for a fee

-Did you read my messages?

Without my permission?

There's no need to get angry

Look Great by selling video recordings

You can't make much money.

I'm trying to save you financially.

Would you like to meet Batuhan?

Pimping after weed dealing

I guess you've started doing it.

-You had s*x with me in exchange for money.

Since Batuhan is the same age as you, you will have a lot of fun.

"I accept, but there is one condition" she said. Great.

-Let's make a group

I went to visit Diyar's house this morning.

It's a mafia tradition

You go to visit the house of the man you killed.

His mother made a strong coffee

oh brother

Why did he do this?

I don't understand how he managed to do such a thing, ma'am.

I was in the kitchen at the time

That's why I couldn't make it

I am really sad

My condolences

Thank you bro

Do you know that my husband is also in prison?

We are living in difficult times

I try to help you as much as I can

Go to social services with you

Let's apply for financial aid

Shall we meet tomorrow at a convenient time?

It's a very important decision for me.

And I'm very happy, sir.

God sent you

I got a reaction I never expected.

Instead of getting angry at me, the woman was almost begging.

She was considered beautiful for her age.

I confess

I'm looking forward to tomorrow.

I suddenly realized

I write like José Saramago

Apostrophe in conversation

I don't use

I do not write the sentence in quotes.

Actually, he is not a friend of mine that I love.

I don't know if he is alive now or not

I tried reading a little tonight but it tired me out

Especially his novel "See" has a gloomy atmosphere.

I threw the book on the sofa because José was bored.

I delved into philosophy while playing Neset Ertas folk songs in a low voice.

And I started reading about death

How little do people think about death?

For a short time, we forget that we are guests.

I will leave my first love, my adolescence, my memories in this world

Of course, I will not forgive myself for stealing a young person's right to live.

I came home

Deniz and Harika were lying half naked and smoking m*******a.

Lesbians are always different

Especially masculine ones

I wonder who plays the male role?

Meanwhile, Harika left school

She will go to private school

Why does the daughter of a man who owns a textile factory study in a public school?

Deniz wants to talk to me privately.

We sat opposite each other at my small table in the kitchen, having coffee and cigarettes.

She spilled the beans under her tongue

I want to get married immediately, Mr. Anderson!

You have to be responsible to get married.

I am free additionally missionary.

After this country, I will be appointed by the church to become a Christian in a Buddhist or Muslim country.

This is my real duty, Deniz.

You know best

Then I will tell everything to my retired petty officer father.

You may find yourself in jail for sleeping with a minor

Why do you want to get married?

I want to be a British person like you

It's the only way

I want to travel Europe

Okay, I said softly, you won.

Let's meet your family as soon as possible.

I bought flowers and chocolates and went to ask for a girl, as you Turks say.

Mother opened the door

Slippers were given to my feet

A small coffee table was placed in front of me.

I wanted my coffee with sugar.

It was obvious that the management at home belonged to the mother.

The woman told me what a big family they were.

Her sister brought the coffee instead of Deniz.

SHe recently separated from her husband

I got to the point without further ado.

The father, a retired soldier, said that he did not approve of this marriage due to the age difference.

I am so happy

I'm afraid of marriage.

The mother kept talking about her widowed daughter.

She almost said marry her sister instead of Deniz.

I thought I got away with this.

Until Deniz's crazy behavior, we started corresponding with her a week later. It was quite late and s he was constantly talking about death in his messages.

"This is the last message I wrote to you"

. I realized that she was going to do something wrong.

" I want to get married immediately. "

Her mother opened the door again. I'm very sorry to disturb you at this hour, but Deniz said, "I was made to do something wrong. I would be happy if you went to her room and checked. My guess was right

. I drank all my father's medicines at home." Deniz said.

We immediately called 112 Emergency, it wasn't too late, her stomach was washed immediately, but she could do the same thing again in the future.

Ah anyway, I was very afraid of this situation and , there was a solution: marriage.

It was very easy for us to get along. After staying at home for 20 days, she was going to go to England to study at the university. She was going to study nursing again. Anatomy was the course she was most successful at in high school. This way, I would regain my freedom. I would water the grass I grew on the terrace. Also, I missed Harika very much. She was very advanced in her job. 2000 lira for one trip. Actually, their financial situation was quite good, her father had a business called Harika Tekstil, but s he was looking for other adventures.

Maybe she enjoys s****l intercourse, I don't know why she did it, I paid the fee and tried to enjoy it. I had money because I was continuing to sell at the school where I worked as a side job.

Young people at this school were always looking for new jobs and had no intention of going to university.

In fact, families were sending them to this school to get rid of them.

Meanwhile, I started to forget my main duty. I should not neglect the duty of calling people to Christianity. But I had a big problem, that's why young people started not to believe in Islam or Christianity.

Deism was rising rapidly, not believing in a religion

Just believing in the Creator.

It is a rising movement among high school youth.

I can't explain my problem to England, they said they helped me financially and told me that I should be more productive.

They wanted me to distribute free Bibles to the classes I taught in. If I did this, the parents would probably complain about me.

I had to do it secretly, just like selling powder

I started giving the book about the Christian religion to young people at the parties I held at their home and asked them to read it. However, what was told in this book seemed like a fairy tale to Generation Z, and their generation did not buy any book and finish it until the end.

He was reading book summaries.

Similarly, he would instantly change even a short song instead of listening to it until the end.

I am an old generation

To admit, I was in the past now.

Today, while I was writing my book, I made a new discovery. When I spoke by pressing the speaker instead of pressing the keys on the keyboard, the computer transcribed my words and I thought about the writers of 100 years ago. For example, if the authors had written their books in this way, could they have achieved the same efficiency?

If the last book I read, The Lighthouse, had been written in this way by its author, would it still be effective or perhaps its author would have stopped committing suicide thanks to that beautiful Technology?

She would choose to live instead of throwing herself on the ground with stones in her pockets.

Writing a book was full of difficulties for me. Firstly, it takes 10 minutes for the computer to start up, and secondly, the machine starts to stop after working for a certain period of time. That's why I started writing on my mobile phone. The keyboard on the mobile phone is also very small.

Because of this, I could press the wrong keys. Therefore, I often had to go back and correct the mistakes. However, typing with a microphone was a problem.

ease.

Why didn't I notice this before?

But there were sometimes problems here too, for example, when I said the name of an English writer or a German writer, the machine could not understand it and wrote Turkish words.

That is, it translates proper nouns into Turkish.

We will go to in-service training with the literature teacher at school.

Education is in Izmir.

I'm so happy to travel with her.

Moreover, our rooms will be close to each other in Izmir.

I want to chat with her between every lesson

When I come to school, I look for her with my eyes.