Ryan and Raina

Chapter 9 Conflicted

Jeremy, Raina's ex boyfriend was bragging to the two women in his arms. "... So I was asked to get close to her by her stepmom. Isn't it sad? Such a pitiful little creature. It was quite hard at first because she had some friends, but then they graduated, and it was so easy to get to her. Lisa's plan really worked well. I think she must have gotten what she wanted now." One of the women asked. "What about the girl? " "Who cares? I asked her to have an abortion. I wasn't interested in her in the first place. Getting her pregnant was Lisa's plan. I think of it as doing a sperm donation. I got paid for doing something I loved. I didn't even have to wank for it. Deflowering a virgin was a pain, but, well worth it. She's so tight and well, if once was enough, all the better right? My tastes were more for voluptuous women like you two. Her teenage body doesn't do it for me. I had to imagine Lisa in her place, oh, but Lisa rewarded me so well, her mouth is so talented. Experienced women is really more my preference. "

Tears flooded her eyes. How could she be so stupid. "Honey? " Her husband asked and pulled her to his arms. His eyes was hard. Clearly he had heard what Jeremy said about her. Raina sobbed in his arms as Jeremy and his women stood up to see what's the commotion about. "Oh, hey, see what I said? She's so pathetic. Crying at every little thing. Bro, you should know that she's like a second hand clothes. I can recommend the tightness, but really she's flat everywhere." Jeremy taunted. "I heard she was disowned too. She's just a street rat now. Hey, do you want a video of her deflowering?I've got some… " Ryan punched him in anger. 

"Have a care of what you said to my wife, bastard." He said coldly. The guards at his sight. "I want them thrown out of this hotel, along with that sofa and the table he put his legs on. It's disgusting" He said to the guards. "Steve" He called his head of security. "I want them and their families banned from every single RDJ establishment, dishonourably and make clear to show disgust every time they showed their face. Send the notice to all RDJ friends. Their lot is too disgusting to step in any of their place." Then he turned to Jeremy. "And you, if you dare to defame my wife further, I will find you, and I will sue your last pants out of you. You will rue the day you tried to mess with me and mine. That is not a threat. That is a promise. " He said with a stony face. "Throw them out! " The guards grabbed them, along with their things and the sofa and the table and threw them out publicaly, announcing in bright daylight. "Our esteemed establishment does not dirty our floor with thrashes like you."

Ryan took Raina back to her room, because she was no longer in the mood to shop. " Hey, don't listen to them." "I… how could I got duped like that?! This is so… arrgghh… I'm so angry!!! "  "Uh, so you're angry, not sad?" "I was sad too, it was sad that I was so insecure I got so naive about his real intention." Then she cried again. "What's so wrong with me my step mom hated me so much?" She sobbed. "He's right, I'm like a second hand clothes now. " "No! Don't ever say that about yourself. You're not a second anything! You've always been my precious Raina." He told her. "But I'm dirty now, Ryan. I'm dirty, and that disgusting trash left something in me that is… " "Stop that right now." He pulled Raina with him and entered the bathroom. "You just slipped into a trash can. I will clean you. " He said as he peeled both of their clothes and turn on the shower, kissing her hard. "Where else? Where else did he touched you?" He growled as he proceeded to wipe out all traces of Jeremy in her.

Raina was pink with a combination of pleasure, embarrassment and cleanliness after Ryan bathed her. He lifted her to the bed and pulled a blanket over them, still naked. "You're clean now. Forget about that trash. You only need to remember me. I'm your husband, the father of your baby. Both of you have been reborn to be mine. Okay? " He pulled her to his arms and she cuddled in close, inhaling much of his calming scents.

"You're really okay with me and the baby? " Ryan kissed the top of her head. "Of course I am, you do remember that I was the one to propose, right? You took time to think about it, and you only agreed after that first check up because you didn't want the doctor to think bad of me. " He pinched her nose teasingly. "I feel like you married me just to safe my reputation." He joked. "Isn't that the other way around? But I didn't do it for reputation, you know." "Of course I do. We did have a talk about this, remember?" She nodded to his chest. 

"Ryan?" "Hmm?" "Why did you accept me so easily?" Ryan took some time to think. "I don't really know, to be honest. It's similar to that first time we met, maybe? And we do get to know each other for a few months, right?" "But still, there are lots of better girls you could have chosen. " "Hmm, there are, are there? " He laughed at Raina who pouted when she heard his thoughtful answer. "But still, I choose you, didn't I? For me, Marriage isn't just for s*x. So it didn't really matter to me if you're pretty or a virgin or have a sexy body. It's more of companionship and trust for me. I'm comfortable with you, I trusted you, and I think falling in love with you wouldn't be a problem. I know we're not there yet" He cut her protests. "But there is that possibility, you know. " Raina nodded. She remembered her crush on Ryan when she was younger. It came back now, but it's really hard to not fall in love with your knight in shining armour. Ryan is not a romantic guy, but he gave her small attentions, and he's always there for her. "

So it's not because you pitied me? " "Why would I pity you? You're a strong girl. There are lots of easy way out, you know. When we were in high school you could have ask to move school, or kill yourself. Same with this situation, you could have gone Jeremy's way, but you didn't" "But that's because I met you. Both times. I don't know what I'd do if I didn't." "Did you ever think about it? " 

She was quiet a bit. " Suicide? I don't like pain. Moving school? One or two times. Abortion? Never. The child is blameless in all of this. Why shouldn't i give him or her a chance?" "Yepp, that meant you're strong. You just need a bit of help. And just so you know, whether or not you decided to marry me, Darrell, James and I will always be there to take care of you." "Does this meant that you saw me like you saw Isla? " She tried to cover her nervousness. "Uh, I don't think so. I can't imagine kissing Isla or do what we did in the bathroom without puking" He turned green, and kissed her to take his mind off that picture. "Do you think I would be okay? " He smiled at her. "Of course you will. You have me, you have your dad, Darrell, James, Isla, my family with you. We'll be your cheer leading squad" He kissed her nose. 

"Ryan?" "Hmm? " "Thank you." "Anytime" "I still want the baby back ribs, though" That sentence broke the heavy mood and with a loud laugh, Ryan asked one of the guards to find it for them.