Ride or Die: The Alpha's Reckless Queen

Chapter 6: The Second Wolf

I told myself I imagined the wolf. I did not imagine the second one.

The garage rebuild was three days into permits and paperwork when I started noticing the small things — the kind of details you only catch when you've spent your whole life around men who work with their hands, who move through a shop with a particular economy of motion that either comes from years of practice or something else entirely.

The Reapers moved like that. All of them. Not just Ronan, whose control I'd already clocked as unnatural, but every single man on that compound, down to the ones stacking lumber for the new garage frame. They passed tools to each other without looking. They cleared doorways in perfect sequence, like a dance nobody had bothered to choreograph because everybody already knew the steps. I'd worked construction crews before. Crews didn't move like that. Crews argued over who had the tape measure.

And they never seemed cold. It was late October, the kind of biting, wet cold that made my fingers stiff around a wrench by ten in the morning, and I watched three men unload steel roofing panels in nothing but T-shirts, not one of them so much as flinching.

I noticed the old man at the gate most of all. He'd been there both times I'd ridden through — gray at the temples, quiet, watchful — and there was something about his eyes that had bothered me since the first night, something I hadn't let myself examine too closely until I caught him staring at a rabbit that darted across the drive with an expression that had absolutely nothing human in it. Hunger. Pure and simple and gone the second he noticed me watching.

It wasn't just the cold and the silence. It was the small things layered on top of each other until they stopped being small — the way conversations at the compound seemed to happen half in words and half in something else, glances traded between pack members that carried more information than the sentences around them. I watched two men unload a truck of steel beams without a single spoken instruction between them, moving like they'd rehearsed it a hundred times, though I'd never once seen them work together before. I watched a woman flinch and turn toward the tree line a full three seconds before I heard the truck that eventually rolled up the drive, like she'd caught the sound of it long before it reached human ears.

I told myself, the first few times, that I was imagining things. Grief and smoke inhalation and a burning building will do strange things to a person's nerves, I reasoned, lying in that too-comfortable cabin bed at night running back through everything I'd seen and trying to build an ordinary explanation out of extraordinary parts. But ordinary explanations kept running out of road. Ordinary men didn't move in perfect silent sync. Ordinary men didn't shrug off October cold in short sleeves like it was nothing. And ordinary men certainly didn't look at a rabbit crossing a gravel drive with the kind of hunger I'd caught on the old gatekeeper's face — gone the instant he noticed me watching, replaced so fast with polite disinterest that I'd have missed it if I hadn't already been half-convinced something here was deeply wrong.

I needed to talk to someone who wasn't inside this compound's strange, silent choreography. I needed Nadia.

I found her at the diner on her lunch break and pulled her into the back booth before she'd even set her bag down.

"I need you to actually answer me this time," I said. "No rumors. No 'small towns turn silence into stories.' I need the truth, and I think you already know more of it than you're telling me."

She went very still, the way she had the first time I'd pushed her on this, except this time there was nowhere left for her to redirect the conversation. "Rae—"

"They don't get cold," I said. "They move like they're reading each other's minds. There's a man at that gate who looked at a rabbit like it was lunch. I'm not stupid, Nadia. Something about that club isn't normal, and I think you've known it a lot longer than I have."

Her hands were shaking around her coffee cup. I watched her decide something — watched the exact moment she stopped protecting whatever secret she'd been carrying and let it break loose instead, like a dam that had held longer than it should have.

"I've known since I started seeing Marcus," she said, so quiet I had to lean in to catch it. "Almost a year now. He told me because he had to, eventually — because things happen, Rae, things you can't explain away with 'poison ivy' or 'he's just cold-blooded.' I wanted to tell you. God, I wanted to tell you so many times. But it wasn't my secret to hand over, and Marcus made me promise, and I thought—" She stopped, pressing her palms flat against the table like she needed something solid to hold onto. "I thought it would stay separate from you. I never thought you'd end up standing at their gate."

"Well, I did," I said. "So the separate part didn't work out."

"No," she agreed miserably. "It really didn't."

"Wolves," she said, barely above a whisper, like the word itself might summon something if she said it too loud. "Rae, they're — the Reapers aren't just a club. They're—"

She didn't get to finish.

A shadow fell across our booth, long and deliberate, and I looked up to find Ronan Vale standing at the end of the table like he'd materialized out of the diner's fluorescent light itself, his expression unreadable, his eyes moving from Nadia's white-knuckled grip on her coffee cup to my face and back again.

"Nadia," he said, quiet, not unkind, but final in a way that made the temperature of the whole booth seem to drop ten degrees. "Why don't you give us the table."

Nadia looked at me, apology and terror both written plain across her face, and got up without another word, leaving her coffee behind, leaving the sentence she'd started hanging in the air between us like something unfinished and dangerous.

I looked up at Ronan Vale, my heart going faster than I wanted it to, and understood, with a cold certainty that settled somewhere under my ribs, that whatever he was about to tell me was going to change every single thing I thought I understood about the deal I'd made.

The diner around us kept moving, oblivious — the lunch rush clattering on with its coffee refills and clinking forks, a couple arguing quietly about a mortgage two booths over, a toddler somewhere near the counter demanding pancakes in a voice that cut clean through the noise. It felt obscene, somehow, that the world could keep being this ordinary while I sat across from a man whose eyes had gone gold in the dark and whose gatekeeper looked at rabbits like they were lunch.

"You should eat something," Ronan said, glancing at Nadia's abandoned coffee like it might steady either of us. "This is going to take a while."

"I don't want food," I said. "I want the truth. All of it, and I want it before I lose my nerve and convince myself this is a conversation I imagined."

Something flickered across his face — not quite a smile, but close enough to one that I filed it away as the first genuinely unguarded expression I'd seen on him since the night at the gate.

"Alright," he said. "Then let's start with the truth."

He didn't say it like a man bracing for a fight. He said it like a man setting down a weight he'd been carrying alone for a very long time, and something about that — the quiet relief underneath the gravity of it — made me realize this conversation was costing him something too, in a currency I hadn't yet learned how to measure.