33 BLAIRE Campbell Abbey loved me. Again. It felt surreal to even think that we could be here. After everything, we’d made it back to this point. And somehow, it was both easier and harder than before. Easier because we were older and knew the extent of our feelings. We knew precisely what it would be like to be without the other. How difficult it was. But more difficult for so very many reasons. Not the least of all, his celebrity status and the fact that…while it was amazing to be here, I’d eventually have to return to Lubbock. My life and friends were there. Campbell’s life was here. But I believed we could find a compromise. I just didn’t know yet what it was. Even though I was in LA with him now, he was at the studio at all hours of the day. It wouldn’t always be like this, o

