Forgiving the Alpha

Flashback (Trigger warning)

Flash back (trigger warning)

Camie

It had been weeks since I had talked to Daxton, he did not even look at me once and the girls at school were ruthless. I kept my head down making sure to keep to myself except for my friend Delilah, she wanted me to fight the pack of girls back but I refused.

One day walking home from school Delilah about tackled me yelling “Oh my goddess Cam we have to go to the party tonight after the game, everyone is going”.

I rolled my eyes and continued walking, “No thank you I am happy to sit at home”, she pulled my arm forcing my to fall slightly back before I caught myself from falling.

“Come on Cam you have to stop letting them make you miserable, you will have a mate one day and you will forget all about him”

I sighed and broke eye contact to stop the tears from falling, “I know but they all hate me, what am I supposed to do”, she instantly grabbed me and embraced me in a hug

“Camie this will get better, it has to. I can’t let you be miserable forever”

Unable to escape her grasp I agreed nodding my head “fine, I will go for a little but I am not staying long”, she let go smiling and jumping up and down before she ran off toward her home, while yelling that she will come pick me up later

I had spent the rest of my time in my room before getting ready and only putting a little effort in with light make up, putting on a cute baby blue spaghetti top that has sparkly details at the bottom, paired with my jeans with slip on Nikes.

Delilah and I walked over behind the pack house to the opening next to the woods, there were two bonfires, drinks everyone, and all our class mates, while the sun was setting. Delilah asked if I wanted to get a drink but I said no thank you and went to sit by one of the bonfires, that Daxton, his friends, and their hairem of girls were not near.

I sat there with Delilah for another hour before telling her I was leaving and gave her a hug. I glanced at the group I was avoiding to make sure I did not run into them and made my way toward the pack house.

Before I made the corner to walk to the front of the pack house I heard someone call my name from the pack house “Delilah wait where are you going the party is just getting started.” I turned and watched Alpha Grayson run to me. I shook my head and then kept walking but he grabbed my arm pulling me into the wall, unable to escape.

“Im sorry Alpha Grayson I didn’t know anyone wanted me to stay”, he looked down at me and smirked

“Other people may not want you hear but I do”

My mouth gapped open “What are you talking about, you hate me, please just let me go”

He moved forward so there was no distance between us and whispered into my ear “I don't hate you, you drive me crazy, I have never wanted anyone as bad as I want you”

I tried to push him off me but had no strength or idea how to do that. He crashed him lips onto mine but I pulled away, starting to cry “no please stop” he ignored me and ripped my top off. I started to scream and hit him but he covered my mouth and pushed me to the ground.

“No one tells me know, you will obey your Alpha”

After that everything happened so fast, my crying and muffled sobbing had no effect on him while he had his way with me. At some point everything went black and I woke up in the dark alone. I felt around the dark on the ground finding my ripped clothes and putting on what I could and then ran home.

I fell asleep on the floor when I got home and when I woke up I was still wearing the ripped clothes and the smell of Grayson was all over me, he no longer deserved the title of Alpha is my eyes. I showered for a long time, till there was only cold water and my sink wrinkled.

The rest of the weekend sleeping, laying in bed, and starting at the ceiling feeling nothing but numb. My parents kept checking on me but I told them I was just feeling sick and needed to rest.

When I woke Monday Morning, Delilah was sitting next to me. “Good morning sleepy head, you’re so pretty when you snore” I threw a pillow at her and laughed.

“Your mom told me you’ve been sick, are you able to go to school today” she looked at me with concern and grabbed my hand to get my attention and have me make eye contact with her.

“Are you really sick or did something else happen, after you left Alpha Grayson said you left really upset and didn’t know why”

I imminently tensed and tears started to pool in my eyes and tuned away from her. I turned on my side and said I was still feeling sick and needed to stay home. I was able to shower but then sat in my chair staring out the window the whole day, again not feeling anything.

Camie- The present

(Bia- Camie come back, your safe, please)

I snapped out of my nightmare and finished showering but still felt the memory crushing my heart.

After I was dressed and ready, I met Delilah outside of the locker room and we walked to the coffee shop together.

I was able to immerse myself in my studying for a few hours before Delilah convinced me to get dinner and drinks with her.

As we left the coffee shop she pulled me into a tight embrace, and whispered “I am always here for you Cam, I know something bad happened and one day maybe you will tell me, but I am here no matter what” I couldn't help but hug her back and felt relief.

Daxton

Warrior Hartwell had no idea I followed him while he made the call, I made sure to focus my wolf hearing so I could hear the conversation.

When she said Alpha Trent attacked her, I saw red and immediately and shifted in the woods behind me, tearing threw my clothes.

I always knew that Alpha Trent was bastard, I needed to make sure she was safe and that he never laid a hand on her ever.