Am I ashamed of him? Of course, I am. But I'm not about to admit to it. Julian Carter is an extraordinary man with the best physiques and mood swings but I like that about him. He doesn't pretend. His eyes are opened wide awaiting my answer. Something tells me he wouldn't believe whatever excuse I have cooked up and another is telling me that he wants me to change his mind. I will. So I cupped his cheeks, put his hands around my waist, and nuzzled my nose against his while our lips brushes against each other. I hope this is enough to convince him. I'm doing a lot by kissing him in public cos we are on the patio of the Cybercafe and people are passing by. I just hope no one recognizes me enough to rattle me to my father. I'd hate that. It's enough that mom knows. " Lena love" his voic

