/Samantha/
"It's not anyone's fault Henry but you're my closest buddy in the world and I want it to stay that way ok?" I said smiling now. I could do this, I could get beyond this and we would be OK.
"Ok, listen Samantha I gotta go" he replied quietly.
"Ok bye" I answered cheerfully. That's done, we can still be friends, I don't care how hard this is I need to have him with me I'll do anything it takes, even if it rips out my heart.
I hung up and laid back on my bed looking at my ceiling, my phone rang and I picked it without checking at the caller id expecting it to be Susan, she typically rang the morning after a party to tell me all about any hook ups from the night before. "Hey Rach" I answered with a tiny smile, maybe some chatting will break me out of the gloom I could feel mysel
