I leaned against the door and closed my eyes. Why did I do that? I like the smell of him... That's not weird, right? Not once did anything cross my mind when he was here with me. But now it's like he's ingrained in my brain... I can picture him clearly. I sighed and turned the shower on. I had never been interested in girls but I just thought it was because of constant worrying about Carson. I wish I had Carson to talk to... I'm confused. I stripped down and stood under the shower. How am I supposed to face him now? "Caleb, are you ok?" Amaris's voice popped into my head making me scream. I caught my breath and heard her giggle through the open link. "Wha- How are you mindlinking me?" I replied. I quickly washed before turning the shower off. I pulled on some jeans and a hoodie, struggled

