DISCLAIMER :/// If you have depression or other mental illnesses, please refrain from reading this chapter since it might cause you triggers.
But I admit that this is badly written- I am a novice in writing... Please spare me for that... And this chapter was supposed to be italicized but w******l doesn't have a feature like that :<<
This chapter is about Stellar's thoughts, a person battling depression, anxiety and borderline personality disorder.
If you ever decide to scroll down and read, you will notice that I have written 'god', not "God". Well, to address the rightful and Almighty God, I need to capitalize the first letter... But since He said that I can never use His name in vain, I have decided to use improper noun instead. This does not necessarily mean that she is adre
