I really can’t get over how much I enjoy giving this blowjob. It’s an entirely new experience for me, to be so into it. I mean, sure, I know how to fake like it’s the most delicious and wonderful thing because I know that guys love that kind of enthusiasm. All of my enthusiasm right now is absolutely sincere, though, and it’s such a strange thing to think about this blowjob as its own reward, like if all that happens is this blowjob, I’ll be completely happy about it. It’s strange. I mean, I guess I understand that oral s*x is inherently intimate but this is like an entirely different world. And then things change. I think I’m so lost in moving my mouth up and down on Jackson’s c**k that I’m really not paying any attention to anything other than my lips, my tongue, and his d**k. I almos

