Jacob On the fourth morning, I woke before the alarm and checked my phone before I got out of bed. Bella was with Leah. I had canceled dinner the night before because I stayed at the hospital with Lizzie, and Bella had accepted it in the small, careful way that made me feel worse than anger would have. I typed, How’s Bella this morning? Then I deleted it. Too close to asking Leah to reassure me about a disappointment I had caused. Please tell Bella I’ll call after school. Her answer came ten minutes later. I will. A second text followed: a photograph of Bella at the breakfast table, staring suspiciously at a piece of toast. No caption. No punishment. Just my daughter, given to me because Leah had never used her as a weapon. I drove to the hospital with the photograph still open

