Fixing the broken bad boy

Chapter six - I hate him

Xavier's POV:

For the past week, everything has been calm. I went to one more party. Of course. I got drunk and hooked up with a girl. It wasn't that bad, but I had better. Luckily, the girl was drunk too. Otherwise, I don't think she would let me do this with her. Well, I always get what I want. Also, it won't be me if I don't hook up with someone. My dad does this all the time. I want to move out, but I have nowhere to go. I am stuck with him. It's not like mom will be a better parent. I don't even know where she is. We haven't talked since she left me three years ago. I hope that she is not like dad. She cheated on him, so I won't be surprised if she is like him. I haven't had luck in my life. My parents were divorced, and I became the person I thought didn't exist. I won't apologize for who I am. To be honest, I can be better, but I don't want to. Even if I get a girlfriend, I know she will dump me. No one wants to date a person like me. Dad used to be a good guy. Look where he is now. He did so many things that I don't trust him anymore, or whoever it is. The respect I had for him disappeared. That's why I get drunk so often. I know this won't resolve my problems, but at least I can forget them. I wanted to be like normal teenagers, but this can't happen. Also, when I got off the plane, I saw a girl running to her parents. I wish that I could do the same. The difference is that my parents don't love me. At least they never showed it. It's not like I need them. I learned to take care of myself.

I woke up but didn't get out of bed. Dad got a better offer from his job, and we had to move out. I hate him for that. Now I have to change the school and the town. I feel like when people hear the word money, their eyes widen. I might only be here for two days, but I hate everything. It's different, and I can't stand it. Well, I don't have a choice. As I have said, I have nowhere to go. Since he is my parent, I had to go with him. Dad will pay me for this.

Finally, I decided to go and eat something. I opened the fridge, but it was empty. Why am I not surprised? Dad is not even at home. Probably he is f***ing someone. Then people ask me why I am like that. I have a great example at home. I mean, two parents who don't care about me. I took some money and walked out. After all, I have to eat. Mom might be guilty, but at least she can cook.

- Hello, what will you order?

- I want a chicken sandwich with a coke.

- Ok, after ten minutes, it will be ready.

- Thank you.

The food wasn't bad. I ate everything. Who knows when I will eat again? I mean that I am not rich. Moreover, money doesn't grow on trees. Not directly. I know money comes from paper. After ten minutes of thinking, I decided to walk around the town. Five days left until the end of the summer vacation. At least dad took care of my school. I have no idea where it is, but I don't care. I was never a good student. I don't plan to be. Now I have other problems. I know my parents' lives have nothing to do with me, but I feel bad. Every child who has parents that take care of them is lucky. I wish that mine could do that. They are ghosts. Especially dad. We live together, but it doesn't matter. Since we moved, I haven't seen him. One day, he was at home. The other time, he is outside. I can imagine what he is doing, but it's better if I don't.

I was walking when I saw a hot chick. This town might not be that bad. I didn't tell the girl anything and grabbed her hand. She has no idea what is going on. We walked to one coffee shop, and I took her to the toilet. I prefer to do these things, not in front of people.

- Why did you pull away so quickly? - she asked

- This is all that you will get.

- What? I want more.

- I don't care. You are lucky that you even had that.

- You will come back to me.

- There is no chance.

- Don't be so sure.

- I will go now. - I said and left

Why do I have to say the same thing to every girl? I get what I want and leave. It's not like they will understand it. My next stop was home. To my surprise, the front door was open. Let's hope that no one broke in. I carefully opened the door and saw dad pleasuring a young lady. What did I do to deserve this? I slammed the door and walked to my room. It's not like this can stop him. I don't think that dad will change. The worst thing is that I do the same. There was a knock on my door. I opened it and saw the woman.

- What do you want?

- If you want, you can join us.

- Did you hit your head somewhere? You are old and ugly.

- How dare you? I look better than many women.

- The girls are better than you. Sorry, I don't date women who are old.

- You will regret this.

- Go f*ck my dad, and leave me alone. I don't want to do anything with you.

- But you look better than him.

- Leave me alone! - I said and shut the door in her face

Like it's not enough that my dad is already doing it. I don't want to eat his leftovers. I want to get out of here, but I can't. Maybe if I start working, I can move out. The problem is that it will take me months to save money to rent an apartment or whatever it is.

Around 5 pm, I walked out. It's too early for alcohol, but I don't care. I walked to one nightclub and ordered something. Luckily, I know where dad hides his money. I took some. It's not like he won't notice, but I don't care. I'm starting to think that he moved here only to f*ck women. I don't know why his boss is paying him. I haven't seen him working. Well, this is not my business. Soon one chick sat next to me. She looked at me but didn't say anything.

- What?

- Nothing.

- Then why are you looking at me like that?

- Aren't you too young to drink this? It's strong alcohol.

- I don't remember asking for your opinion.

- I'm just saying. My sister was drinking a lot.

- Maybe she had problems.

- Yes, she did. Our parents fought a lot. She almost died from so much alcohol. Luckily, the doctors saved her. Since then, she has been living at home.

- You are a good sister.

- No, I love her enough not to let her kill herself.

- At least you stopped her on time.

- I did. Why are you drinking?

- For the same reason, but with the difference that my parents are divorced.

- Don't waste your time. You can always do something better.

- Like what?

- Find a girlfriend and set your life.

- I don't date.

- Why? Girls don't bite.

- You never know. Moreover, I don't trust anyone.

- Just because your parents are divorced, it doesn't mean one day you will be too. True love exists.

- This is bulls*t.

- That's what you think. I can prove it to you, but I won't waste my time.

- Can I know why you are here?

- Because this is my me day.

- Your what?

- Me day. I can do whatever I want today. My boyfriend can't tell me anything. He does the same. Sometimes you need a break. Spending time alone is not that bad.

- I know. I do this every day.

- If you had a girlfriend, you would've known the difference.

- Yeah, no thanks. I only use girls.

- For what?

- Satisfaction.

- You need a girl in your life.

- No, I don't. I like my life.

- Are you sure?

- Look, I won't take advice from a stranger.

- Everyone will be a stranger to you. That's until you don't make friends.

- I don't need them.

- You are stubborn, but this won't help you. I hope that one day you will realize it. - she said and left

Who was this girl? Anyway, I won't listen to her. Just because her sister was an alcoholic doesn't mean she knows everything. I paid for my drink and left. I have no idea where to go. This town is a whole mystery to me. Well, I can go home, but dad will probably be there with someone else. After all, I decided to walk around the town. I saw a boy and girl walking, which made me angry. I hate people who act like everything is perfect. They need to face reality. I stopped in front of one fast-food restaurant. I haven't eaten anything since breakfast. There is no cooked food at home. I'm sure. Dad could've made one of his women cook something. Well, the other things are more important for him.

- Hello, what do you want?

- One iced coffee.

- Give me five minutes, and it will be ready.

- Thank you.

I have to say that the coffee wasn't that bad. Call me a freak, but it won't be my first time drinking coffee so late. I spent an hour in this fast-food restaurant. The thing is that I didn't want to go home. Well, I have to do it. I need a bed. When I walked in, I saw the same woman. She was at home today. I walked by her and went for a glass of water.

- Are you training?

- Leave me alone.

- You look good. If you want, we can do it quickly. Your dad is taking a shower.

- I don't do it with women who are old.

- I'm not that old.

- Have you seen yourself? I do it only with girls my age.

- I bet that I am better than them.

- Don't be so sure. I had a great night with one girl.

I remember the girl from the party. She might have been drunk, but I won't lie that I had fun with her. I kind of wish that she had been here. Usually, I don't go to the same girl twice. Maybe I can make an exception for her. That will never happen.

- Come on. I know that you want it. I won't tell your dad.

- I don't want to do it with you. Moreover, tomorrow you will be gone. Dad changes his women every day.

- Don't worry. I will be here.

- The last one said the same. By the way, she said it yesterday.

- I can change his mind.

- No, you can't.

- You have no idea how wild I can be.

- It's better if I don't know.

- Will you do it with me?

- I already told you. The answer is no. I won't do anything with you.

- It's your loss.

I didn't say anything and walked into my room. That is why I hate my dad. This woman is not the first one who has tried on me. Why can't they understand that I am not interested in them? Let's hope that one day, this will stop. I can't take it anymore. I won't have a girlfriend, but I prefer to be with girls my age. They are normal. I haven't been to a party since I came here. Maybe I have to find one. The summer is not over, so someone will make one. I know it. The girls here need to know who I am. I will show them what I am capable of, and no one will change me.