Maisie The day has been amazing, filled with shopping and getting to know everyone more. It feels so nice to be able to be me again. After I lost my mother, I felt like I lost a part of myself. My father tore out who I was, turning me into some submissive zombie, and then with Arlo, I lost my voice entirely. But now, it feels like I've reunited with a dear old friend, the old me. As the day draws to a close, it's time for bed. I change into my new pajamas, feeling the soft fabric against my skin. It's a small luxury, but it means so much. I lie in bed, my heart pounding. Arlo said he would be up in a little bit, and I can't help but feel a knot of anxiety in my stomach. We're married, but what does that mean for tonight? Is he going to expect me to have s*x with him? The thought makes my

