The night air wrapped around me like cool silk as I stepped outside, the scent of lilac and damp earth rising from the grass. The moon hung low in the sky, glowing pale gold, its light rippling across the hood of my Rav4. Gravel crunched beneath my stilettos as I walked toward the car, my skirt lifting gently in the breeze. I took one last glance at the house behind me, lights glowing softly through the curtains, before sliding into the driver’s seat.
The leather felt cool against my bare back, and I took a deep breath, steadying myself. My reflection in the rearview mirror caught my eye. The girl staring back looked confident, maybe even dangerous, her glitter catching the light like stardust. It felt strange to see her. I wasn’t sure if I had become her, or if she had just been waiting inside me all along. Either way, tonight I was ready to find out.
The drive to the Packhouse was shorter than I remembered. Every turn was lit with glowing lanterns, and in the distance, I could already see the shimmer of fairy lights strung from the old trees. Music drifted faintly through the open window, mingling with laughter and the hum of conversation. My heart thudded in time with the beat of the song echoing from the ballroom.
When I pulled up, I didn’t even have time to turn off the engine before someone jogged toward me. It was Sammy, Pepper’s little brother, looking far too proud of his valet badge for someone who had only been driving a few months. His hair stuck up at odd angles, and he grinned when he saw me, until recognition dawned on his face.
“Maggie?” he asked, eyes wide. “You look… wow.”
“Yeah,” I said with a nervous giggle, stepping out of the car. I gave him a quick twirl, the layers of my crimson skirt fanning around me. “How do I look?”
He let out a low whistle. “You are so shiny.”
I laughed and pulled him into a side hug. “That’s the goal, Sammy. Sparkle until people forget to insult you.”
He rolled his eyes, cheeks turning pink. “Good luck, Magpie.”
“Thanks, Sam-o-lot.” I winked and handed him the keys before walking toward the entrance.
Inside, my eyes took a moment to adjust. The foyer glowed with soft gold light, crystal fixtures hanging like droplets frozen mid-fall. Beyond the archway, the ballroom shimmered under a chandelier so enormous it looked like it had stolen stars from the night sky. Every inch of the ceiling was scattered with twinkling lights, turning the room into a dreamscape of clouds and constellations. For a heartbeat, I forgot to breathe.
It looked like the inside of a snow globe, and I was suddenly aware of every glittering particle on my skin. The hum of voices and the gentle melody from the string quartet filled the air, wrapping everything in warmth and anticipation.
Movement to my right caught my attention. Pepper stood in the hallway, waving one hand wildly while talking into her phone with the other. When she spotted me, her jaw dropped and she immediately hung up.
“Oh, Magpie,” she said, voice full of awe. “Sammy called and told me to come find you. He said I’d regret it if I didn’t.”
“Well, he wasn’t wrong,” I said with a grin.
Pepper reached for my hand and pulled me into the living room off the main hall. The soft lighting flickered across her face as she gave me an exaggerated once-over. “You look incredible. Let’s take a photo before I start crying.”
I laughed and handed her my phone. “You’re taller, so you do the honors.”
She pressed her cheek against mine, and the flash lit up the room. We both squealed when we looked at the result. “Oh my god, you look amazing!” she gasped, handing me the phone back. “You are glowing.”
We stared at the photo together. The reflection in my screen barely looked real. My glitter sparkled under the soft light, my curls framed my face perfectly, and for once, my smile looked effortless. I quickly sent the photo to Simon with a message: Wish you were here.
The ballroom was almost full now, the air humming with conversation and the faint rhythm of the music. People moved like ripples of color, their gowns and suits catching the light in shifting shades of gold and silver. As Pepper and I walked through the crowd, whispers followed us. I could feel eyes on me, curious and appraising. It made my stomach twist, but there was also a strange thrill in it. I had never felt so seen.
“Just breathe,” Pepper said softly, quoting one of my favorite movies. The words made me smile. I reached over and squeezed her hand before she was pulled away by one of the kitchen staff.
“I have to get back,” she said apologetically. “Duty calls. You go mingle. Maybe find that handsome friend of yours.” She gave me a wink before vanishing into the crowd.
Left alone, I glanced around, scanning faces for the one I wanted most to see. The music was soft and elegant, filling the air with a melody that felt both romantic and haunting. My heart pounded with every beat, a mix of nerves and excitement. The smell of roasted meat, berries, and champagne mingled in the air, making me both hungry and slightly dizzy.
I grabbed a glass of strawberry wine from the bar and a tiny plate of hors d’oeuvres from a passing tray. The first sip of wine was sweet and fizzy, coating my tongue in warmth. I found a quiet table near the corner and sat down, savoring a berry tart that reminded me of Pepper’s. It was perfection, the kind of dessert that made you close your eyes and sigh.
That moment of peace didn’t last long.
I didn’t need to look up to know who had approached. The air around me changed, sharp and brittle. Natalie and her two devoted shadows stood nearby, their laughter like nails on a chalkboard. They were always together, a trio of trouble wrapped in expensive perfume and too much self-confidence.
Natalie plopped down beside me without asking. Her perfume hit me like a floral bomb. “If you keep eating like that,” she said, her tone syrupy sweet, “your mate is going to reject you on sight for being a lard ass.”
Her friends giggled, eyes gleaming with malice. I looked at her, unimpressed, and took another deliberate bite of the tart. “Thanks for the advice.”
“You are so disgusting,” she sneered. “Like a filthy fat pig.”
I smiled sweetly, leaned back, and said, “Just more cushion for the pushin’, sweetie.” Then I winked, took my plate back, and continued eating. “Now stop touching my food.”
Her face twisted, and she stood abruptly. “Whatever, Lardo.”
“Bye, Barbie,” I called softly as she stomped away, her heels clicking like angry metronomes.
For a moment, I felt proud of myself. Then the laughter and music swelled again, swallowing the tension. The room felt alive with an almost electric energy. Pheromones mingled in the air, heavy and intoxicating. Wolves from different packs flirted and danced, all waiting for something that felt just beyond reach. Tonight was the kind of night when destinies collided. You could feel it.
But Chase was nowhere to be found.
I danced with a few others — young wolves from neighboring packs, charming and overly eager. They asked about my trip, my pack, my favorite songs. I smiled and laughed, but my eyes kept drifting toward the entrance. Every time the door opened, my heart leapt, hoping it would be him. Every time, disappointment hit like a quiet wave.
I tried to lose myself in the music. The band played something slow, the rhythm pulsing through the polished floor. I let my body sway to it, the layers of my gown swirling like petals around my legs. The glitter on my skin caught the chandelier light, scattering tiny sparks with each movement. I felt weightless, suspended in the glow of it all.
But beneath the surface of the laughter, something restless stirred in my chest. I couldn’t shake the feeling that something had shifted in the air. The hours slipped by, each one making the ache in my chest grow sharper. Every passing song without Chase felt like a little crack in the evening’s perfection.
I wandered toward the refreshment table again, drawn by the smell of stuffed mushrooms that had quickly become my weakness. I grabbed one from a tray as it passed and bit into it. The flavor exploded in my mouth, rich and earthy, and for a moment I forgot everything else.
Then, like a sudden pull, realization struck.
Chase was not here because he had found his mate while I was gone.
The thought hit me like a physical blow. The sound of laughter around me blurred into a dull hum. The glittering lights seemed too bright, the air too thick. My chest tightened, and I could not draw in enough breath. The room tilted slightly, the edges of the world pressing in. My hands trembled as I set the empty glass on the nearest table.
The ballroom spun with music and light and laughter, but all I could feel was the sharp ache blooming in my chest. I swallowed hard, forcing a smile that fooled no one, and pushed through the crowd. Someone called my name, but I didn’t look back. I needed air. I needed space. I needed to breathe before the weight of it all broke me in half.
The night that had begun with glitter and laughter now felt heavy with unspoken heartbreak. And as I stepped outside into the cool night, the moon above me seemed colder than before.