Fifteen Minutes Of Fame

I’m trying

Tyran

This getting clean s**t the first week was so hard my body was crying for some type of drug, but Malik kept me locked up in this house. Every time he went somewhere he either had someone come over and watch me like a hawk or had me tagging along. My mother was blowing me up like crazy wondering how could I run off with someone I didn’t know. She didn’t care about the fact that this man was actually helping me. The music reps understood and gave me this time to myself it was just her who couldn’t understand. I guess she was mad because it wasn’t her I was getting the help from.

Feeling like a normal person with still fighting my urges to have some type of drug I placed that urge into my notebook. Just being here a week I had done about five songs . Malik didn’t know that I usually didn’t right until at night when I was locked in the room and he was asleep.

Today he decided to go to the studio and since I wasn’t feeling well he had his body guard Black and his cousin Franklin come over and babysit me in a sense .

While they did there thing around the house I crept down to the at home studio he had and there he had a piano .

I was a bit rusty when it came to the piano but it wasn’t long before I dusted the dust off my fingers . Playing some keys I started to sing a song I wrote.

Not knowing Franklin and Black heard me they had snuck down and was listening . I don’t know who recorded but I know one of them sent it to Malik, because when he came back he played the video back for me .

“See you sound good and you sound clean” he said sitting across from me at the dinner table.

“You think I should upload it” I asked .

He smiled “already did” he said.

I quickly said “if you uploaded it they going to think something you know how the media is”.

He chuckled “let the media think whatever they need to hear this voice and if it’s something you want to release let me know I’ll get you studio time”.

I sigh and said “I usually go over what songs to put out with my mom”.

He blew off and said “just in the past hour you got over a million likes on my post of you. The fans want to hear you sing like this. The songs you and your mom put out before I could feel in your voice it wasn’t you. You’re a soul singing not some pop singer . You sing with pain and s**t this right here is you the pure you”.

Thinking about what he was saying he was right “you are right I’m a soul singer I’ll take that studio time”.

He nods and said “cool after dinner we can head there to the studio”.

We arrived at the studio and another artist was in both booths. I needed to pee so I made my way to the bathroom.

On the way back I was told that Malik had already gone in one of the studios . Not knowing which one I walked right into the first one and the smoke hit my face like a brick. Looking around they were in here doing everything under the sun. It was rapper Red Scar session and he was known to be wild.

Looking at people on the couch some were smoking weed and then some were doing what I was just to get clean from coke. Standing in the doorway they looked up at me and one said “s**t you wanna join the festivities my girl”?

I heard one of the groupie females say “that’s Tyran”. My eyes was just locked on the drugs and as bad as my body wanted to just as I took two steps towards it I quickly turned and left out bumping into Malik.

He wrapped his arms around me as I cried in his chest .

“Wanna go home”? He whispered to me.

I nodded and he walks me back to the car and I got in.

“We can record in my studio I’ll just call the engineer over tomorrow”.

“I’m sorry” I replied as he backed out the driveway.

“Nothing to be sorry about you’ve only been clean a week it’s still hard I know”.

I wiped my tears “I wanted to so bad , I thought I had kicked this feeling”.

Malik replied “you don’t kick being addict to something quickly Tyran s**t takes time. I’m glad you walked away though that is a sign that you can fight against the urge”.

I smiled and said “yea I’m proud of myself too I guess I making some type of progress”.

His phone rings he looks at the number but didn’t answer .

“My mom”? I asked because just a few days ago he had gotten a call from her that I told him not to answer.

He sigh and said “nah my ex nothing to worry about. You hungry I’m about to go to Waffle House”. Indeed I too was hungry and even though he we ate Waffle House so much since coming to Georgia right now I wasn’t going to ask to go somewhere else.

The next morning I woke up and decided to check social media especially since Malik posted that video of me on his page.

First thing I saw was the shaderoom . The fan we took the picture with they had posted the picture on their page and the caption read “could this be a couple in the making” .

I swiped to see how they had been putting my i********: story backgrounds and Malik story backgrounds together. They even discovered that we had been around each other for a whole week all because they compared the timeline from fans we or just him ran into while out.

After looking at everything I got myself together and then went downstairs and that’s when I stumbled upon Malik and a female arguing . “Nicki man shut up you ain’t making no f*****g sense”!

The Nicki female looked over and saw me and said “so you got the druggy living with you the shaderoom was right something is going on with you and this b***h”!

She had the wrong one this early in the morning I replied “who you calling a b***h”.

Malik turned and said “I got this Ty relax”.

Nicki chuckled and said “you always trying to be caption save a hoe . Well in this case Captain save a druggy”!

I don’t know I just blacked out and next thing I know Nicki is on the ground crying and Black is knelt down to her and Malik he carrying me in the opposite direction of everything.

“I’ll f**k you up b***h”! I yelled and Malik said “girl calm your strong ass down it over you fought her relax” he said .

Once outside in the backyard he laughed and said “can’t believe you f*****g attacked my ex you need to f*****g cool down”.

I saw her coming and decided to make her even more mad and I locked lips with Malik caught the both of them even Black off guard . Once I broke away from the kiss Malik asked “yo what the f**k”?

I replied loud enough “that’s what she thought was going on right”? And walked off to the other side of the pool . Malik stared at me for a minute touching his soft lips before heading back into the house and kicking Nicki out. I stayed outside because in my mind I was trying to figure out why did I really kiss him.