Confusion

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We both are breathing heavily, I am feeling the manliest hug ever that too in very close proximity. His breathes reaching back of my neck and his heart beats rising against my back. My heart beats started raising it pace even faster. I am afraid he could feel mine too. My cheeks going red we both stood frozen… I was holding his first aid equipment, had dropped by now as he his grip was too strong. His chest was colliding my back such that i could hear his heart beating agressively which made us both flustered. We are standing still hearing our heart beats motionless.we heard hobi coughing to let us come back to our senses, but I don't know why we were still holding onto each other. He released me when Hobi gave a mocking cough this time a bit louder. He apologized for his behaviour as he thought it was a new enemy. Hobi again mocked at him "a rogue cant be this soft as a girl and you have been hugging her for a while hyung." He again apologised for what Hobi said and asked him to take rest quite. I felt shy so i moved away from the place yet thinking about his manly grip around me. Next day - Author's pov The head of the near by village had organised a campaign for their village so the doctors had to go there. When they were preparing for the campaign arrengement Y/N told them that she would also come for the campaign with them but Dr. Sam stopped her. Dr. Sam: you dont have to go there Dr. Y/N. We will manage there ourselves and we want our surgeon to take some rest for a while. Y/N: i know you all will do your best there but i still want to go and serve to people out there. You know i like.... Dr. Sam: ya ya i know you like to look after peole and treating patients alot. You never get tired of you job as doctor so you can join us. *chuckles*.After taking all the equipments required for the health campaign they made their way to the village. At the campaign place :- Y/N POV When we entered the village we were welcomed by the villagers whole-heartedly. Our campaign place was very well organised and the staff helped me to arrange the set up. When we were about to began the checkups i noticed some SUVs comming here. The gangsters- Jin and his members had come and it made me worried for the village. They can hurt the villagers to show their dominance and trouble them. I' can face them' with this thought in mind i came ahead to stop them and my staff joined me as well. A kid from behind ran towards Jin and said "you are late this time Jin." He kneeled down to him with a smile and said "sorry i had work on my back but now i will make it up to you by staying here for more hours" and they both chuckled. Namjoon came towards us and said "thanks for coming here for the villagers health check up. Hyung has tried his best to organise all the arrangements required but if there is something you need please inform us." All the villagers were happy to see them and soon the members get along with them for the campaign. I was still amazed by the fact that a gangster leader cares about the people's health. The old lady whose sample i was taking told, " Jin always organises this type of campaigns for us. He himself was studing to be a doctor but due to his parents loss his life changed alot. Despite of all this he cares for all of us and spends his time here with the kids as he consider the village as his own family " My heart melted to look at him there. He looked like a normal person there who loves playing with the kids. The smile he was holding with the kids lifts up your mood and make you smile along with him. While doing the checkup i didnt even realise Jungkook and Taehyung were starring at me. They came forward chuckling and said "we know hyung is cute when he is with kids but you should not look at him like that doctor." I looked away saying "i remember i have some work to do" and escaped from there to continue the checkups. JIN POV After playing for few hours kids were tired and asked me for a break while dragging me towards the shed. I made them relax there and started to look after the arrangements. Though she could just have send her doctors but even after being a renowned surgeon she still grounded to serve to the people. She looks so happy to do job and her selfless desire to look after the villagers seem so strong that she didnt even rested for a while. While admiring her i didnt even notice when did all the checkups were done and soon the campaign was over. They had packed their stuffs to leave and I asked Tae and Jk to drop them to the hospital When Tae and JK asked all the doctors and staff to get on the bus. Everyone gathered all the equipment and one by one started to board the SUV. I Signalled JK. He literally read my thoughts. He moved to Y/N , “Noona please sit in front” and opened the front door for her. Y/N little confused but took the front seat and buckled up the seat belt. I was looking at her through the rear view mirror who was seated in the front seat, sitting from by bike. Y/N , She is beautiful too, Hey eyes , Her Lips , Her Free Hair, Her Caring Nature, Chubby yet the most pretty, THE prettiest ,with perfect smile on her lips all the time , Her Lips are pretty too. What am I even thinking? I bite my lips and my eyes wavering to look at her eyes.Our eyes met, wait what she was also seeing me, I got to senses, shook my head and glanced again, JK started the car before I could get another glance. Why am I so much excited, My ideal kind of women right in front of my eyes disappearing, I just leaned my head again to have a proper look at her. She glanced back at me from the car and gave a shy smile more of a wide smile and turned back. What the hell, how can I explain this feeling, I just jumped out of the bike, I was dancing myself and giving HIFI to confused Yoongi. Why I am still here without following her. I inserted my keys into the bike. “Yoongi ahhhh, Hyung Kandha “ I smirked ( your brother is leaving) TAE POV I took the last seat in SUV and loaded some guns under the seats. I know they are always for our safety purpose. Jin Hyung always asks us to carry weapons all the time. JK started the car, we crossed our town gates, our ride is smooth till now. As it was already late JK took top speed in order to reach early and safely. When we are crossing the mountains, the car screeched tyres and took a sudden stop. “EVERYONE HOLD ON” JK shouted. As the warning came late , we all collided with one another Y/N who was sitting in the front seat banged her head on dashboard. “Y/N Noona are u ok ??”I immediately checked on her. She replied feebly “I am really OK” “JJAYYYKKKEEYYYYY BOL AANUNGOYAAAA !!!!”( JKKK WHAT ARE U DOING ?) I Yelled at him. “Hyung I am really sorry, There was a huge rock on the road. Due to the speed I couldn’t control.” “I am sorry every one”He exclaimed. “Hyung , woori palli umjig-yeo kaya ketha”( We have to move quickly) We both stepped out to move the rock , Oddly the rock was so big and that could not have rolled from the mountains all of a sudden. Even though suspicious I watched JK moving forward towards the rock. The driller sounds which will be always heard in the mountain is not heard and its unusually quite. I Just reached for the pistol on my back , I was also thinking whether I should move to the car and reach for more weapons. I took two steps back. But someone approached JK from behind and he is unarmed(weaponless) . I took position , aimed and shoot the figure which was approaching JK. JK startled ,but analysed the situation, hid behind the rocks. I just took cover on the other side of the rock and started shooting towards two more unknown figures which was approaching from the hill side. I am sure the people inside the SUV might be so afraid now. WTH is planning now when we are transporting the medical team to the hospital. It might be definitely WON’s members. COWARDS are planning when we have women with us. FK THEM. I aggressively started shooting them . I was able to figure out that only few members are out there attacking us. My EYES and EARS never lie to ME. My Pistol bullets were less in hands, I was concentrating on loading them. JK in meanwhile he tried to get to the Car, That was really a stupid idea. “JK NOOOOO” “ Drop the Gun TIGER, Otherwise your little bunny brains will be coming out ”, I heard same familiar voice. It was WON’s right hand who was holding Gun pointed at JK’s head and pushed JK to the ground. Pushed the gun and put more pressure to JK ‘s head “I am not joking” , JK squeeled “HYUNG SORRY” “BUT PLS SHOOT HIM” When JK told that. That odd figure turned the pistol and hit his head hard. JK started to bleed. JIN’s POV I was overjoyed by the thoughts of y/n may like me too, this overwhelmed feeling got me in no time behind their vehicle. Bu I was smoothly following them some feet behind in order to give a surprise to y/n when she reaches the hospital gates. It will be a delightful sight to see her doe eyes coming out of shock to see me there on her gates. When I see SUV halted abruptly with a thud. I could clearly sense danger. I wished no one will get down , “Tae , JK please don’t step out. I will reach soon” I prayed desperately. But to my dismay both of them got themselves in danger. Those low lives who attacked us will never know I was also following the medical team, it was very clear that no one is following me and the block was made only upfront of the SUV. I stopped my ignition and slowed down my bike without making any noise. I crawled behind the SUV and studied the scene. I witnessed Tae being helpless and closing his eyes. I never saw TAE like that with his confidence so low. But he has already finished most of them. I happened to saw my little brother JK being bleeding held as a captive to hold TAE back. Cowards I growled inside. Y/N POV Taehyung and JK both being under control of the gang which attacked us from nowhere, And I am still unable to recollect what is even happening before my eyes. The person who held JK turned back to us , “Don’t worry you will all have your turns soon” his dark eyes turning more black which certainly explained he loves killing people for fun. Shocked to the core, Tae closed his eyes and said “Hyung , Biyanae” it seemed like Tae is about to accept the fact that is about to happen. I really didn’t know what I have to do , seeing the people who tried to save us are being in trouble and me watching them helpless. I wished for a miracle. The demon like person kicked JK’s leg in order to make him kneel down in order to face TAE. TAE eyes filled with regret, fear, helplessness , love, fear of losing JK. He stand still holding his fists tight. The sound of gun loading was very clear when he latched back the trigger. Closed my eyes tight. Gunshot sound came few seconds after the latch, we heard a scream, we heard a falling thud of a person, But the sound of the gunshots were coming from behind me. Slowly opened my eyes to see the person who was pointing a gun at TAE has fallen to the ground in a pool of blood, and I see a magnificent figure crossing our SUV right beside me walking straight with boldness and throw a shotgun towards TAE , TAE catches it with so much ease and his eyes are glistening and completely relaxed to see the person who is arriving on the scene. JIN The person who has fallen is still waiting for his last breathe to be taken away, his eyes one more time filled with fear as if he seen a monster for the man who is already dying . JIN circled him and revolved his gun in his index finge , looking down at the fare welling soul with false pity in his eyes and with a large smirk in his lips. Slowly darkness filling his eyes , his whole aura emitting flames of anger and his laugh turning evil. “Did Won plan this?” he asked sarcastically to the person who held down JK. I was shocked to see the person hands trembling even when he is having control of JK. I thought he was the most dangerous person when he seemed to be enjoyed JK bleeding. “Woojin ah , when I am asking you , don’t you just answer It properly” Jin Stepped on the dying man’s hand and was constantly staring at the Gun in woojin’s hand. He carefully studied his trembling hand and when he moved his gazes towards JK who is kneeling down, his eyes are smiling brightly and his lips curved and passed a kiss in the cold air and asked JK “Am I late bunny?” JK Whined “ Jin Hyung, Its hurting , I am seeing blood in my head” and fake complaining like a kid to his mom and JIN signalled TAE with his gun pointed towards the demon and gave an awkward smile. Jin’s eyes turned pitch black before everyone could predict JK rolled back and hit his head against the gun himself and scowled “TAE HYUNG …..I AM HURTING ….” He whined again with a wicked smile on his face. The demon didn’t expected it and didn’t even know what is happening filled with shock trying to make senses and constantly switching his gazes from Tae to Jin , Was stuck suddenly by a bullet below his knees from TAE’s smiling “you shouldn’t have done that to JK” JK pushed him down and stood up so proud and shrugged himself . Pulled the gun from wincing demon effortlessly. I am watching the evil side of Jin still stamping the man’s hand below him and smiling smirks at the person who was bleeding below his knees a little away from him. My mind started to think of the contradictions I am seeing in one person when he is seeing his members and his gazes towards the opposite gang. I was really frightened at the scenes I am witnessing before me where the person I admired sometime before, who was all playful with kids an hour ago has turned pure evil in front of me with in a fraction of seconds shedding blood from humans like it isn’t even bothering him a single bit. There was unknown feelings rushing inside my heart , my heart beats raising , unable to predict the feeling which is hitting my bottom of stomach, My eyes filled with tears I am seeing JIN. But Jin didn’t notice anything about this ,”Woojin ah , will you tell me now ? Who planned it ? “ “Won .. It’s WON. We don’t act individually. He ordered to us to kill the medical team and blame it on you.” He was stuttering every single word with fear. “I know right , you don’t have any brains . Do u want to go alive? I will give you a choice ! “he said with plain expression on his face when smiling at the man below him.The man named Woojin he mentioned, “YES .. PLS Leave me “ with all expectations he was begging . “The choice you being shot by TAE brutally for touching JK, Or you can kill the man below me with your own hands and run for your life “ He widened his lips This is the worst thing I have ever expected from him. What can I expect more from him who is killing people. Why am I even expecting from him ? What am I expecting from a gangster lead? To be an angel with all smiles? I should be stupid ! The man who is standing before made is pushing a person to the edge of his life to make choices for his survival, what can go more cruel than this ? The person who was getting stomped by Jin was pleading with his eyes not to do this. But Woojin without even a second thought poured bullets at the dying man and turned back. Started running for his life without turning back to see what happened to the man he shot. Jin went to JK and checked his forehead . Touched with utmost care where it was bleeding. JK hissed making an expression to understand its paining. He immediately took his hands in retreat and pulled JK for a warm hug. A HUG. Seriously A HUG after killing these men , They hug each other with care. I am going down again with my confused emotions and kept staring at him. When all the three dangerous handsome men realised that we are all still in the vehicle witnessing a thriller scene holding onto our dear lives. Tae announced, “Its ok now.. Don’t be afraid everyone” and smiled at JK . He too pulled JK for a hug and ruffled his hair with fondness in his eyes. JIN looked straight into my eyes where I am still holding onto my seat belts.I met his eyes and moved as soon as we got our gazes straight on our path. He tried to smile , When he was about to smile. I snapped and turned at the other direction. For some reason I wanted to let him , I am un happy about what has happened now, And it is all too much for me handle. I am unsure whether he will be able to understand my disappointment over him, Wait what why am I getting disappointment over him. Screw It Y/N I cursed myself. The journey ahead after that no one spoke a word, the people inside the SUV are also in as much as shock as I was in. I know Jin is following us behind. When JK stopped the car in front of the hospital. Everyone started to get down and dispersed into their own ways. JK carefully touched my shoulders. “Noona we reached” I know that but unable to digest one whole drama inside my head I am not moving on my will. When I heard the JIN bike sound nearing us and stopped. I suddenly opened the car door ,got down and slammed the door with a bang irritably. I know a pair of eyes is watching my back as I am walking into hospital gates. I could feel those eyes are piercing into my back to front but I was determined not to turn back. I moved stealthily without turning back……
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