Falling for Him

The First Time

He coaxes my lips open with his, making me gasp, and takes the opportunity to invade my mouth with his tongue. He holds me close to him, rubbing his hands along my body. My skin feels like it’s on fire under his touch as his hand comes to cup my breast, eliciting a moan from me. Our kiss deepens as he tilts his head to the side and I bring my arms up to run my fingers through his hair and I feel heat pooling in my belly. I pull him closer to me feeling his bulge against my stomach. I bring my hands down to unbutton his shirt but before I get through the first button Russell pulls himself away from our kiss and stands glaring at me.

“Are you sure about this?” His voice deep and shaky as he tries to catch his breath. I search his eyes and place both of my hands on his cheeks to stare directly into his eyes.

“Yes..” I whisper to him confidently. He releases a deep sigh and holds unto my wrists leaning into my touch, closing his eyes for a brief moment.

“If we do this.. I’m never letting you go” he says to me as he runs his thumb across my bottom lip.

“Yes.. I am” I say to him breathlessly. He raises my head upward to him and kisses me softly; his supple lips move effortlessly against mine. He begins to unbutton his shirt and I grab his hands making him stop.

“Let me” I whisper to him and take over the action. He watches me attentively as I go through them. When they’re all undone I push the shirt off his shoulders and down his arms letting it fall to the floor. He raises his hands and in one swift movement unhooks my bra and brings it over my shoulders to fall on the floor; he stands taking me in with his eyes. He then crouches slightly grabbing my thighs and lifting me against him and I instinctively wrap my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck. Our lips find each other once again and he kisses me passionately, taking my breath away as he walks us over to the bed. He lays me down gently and I rest my head against the soft pillow as he comes to hover over me, staring into my eyes.

“I won’t hurt you..” he says with his eyes glued to mine and he comes down to whisper against my lips.

“Ever” his words make me gasp and I pull him down into a kiss. His fingers trail from my thighs to my hips, grabbing my skin tightly, I’m sure it will leave a mark. They then come up my side to my breast and he squeezes my hard n****e between his fingers causing me to moan against his lips. His kisses now trail along my jaw to my neck where he begins to suck and bite making me writhe beneath him. His tongue now trails along my collar bone and he places gentle kisses along my shoulder and chest, moving downward. He pulls my other n****e into his warm wet mouth and bites down making me moan out loud and he groans in satisfaction. He pulls and sucks it gently while squeezing the other in his fingers. I can’t keep still and try to hold in my moaning. While still assaulting my n****e with his mouth, his other hand moves down across my stomach and to my hips. I anticipate his touch between my legs. His fingers come to gently run against my wetness and I hear him groan in satisfaction against my skin. He continues to rub his fingers against me and the pleasure he evokes makes me grab the sheets as I bite my bottom lip to refrain from screaming out. Russell then begins to move his lips downward placing gentle kisses along my stomach moving closer and closer to between my legs, when he reaches my navel he raises up his head and places his hands on my hips and grabs my panties slowly pulling them off. He gently pushes my legs apart and takes in my entire nakedness in his eyes. As he begins to come down, aiming his face between my legs I hold up, grabbing his face with both my arms and pull him up to kiss me. His fingers trail along my skin again while biting and pulling on my bottom lip. I hold him against me feeling his bulge press against my wetness. He breaks our kiss and climbs off of me to stand beside the bed, his eyes never leaving mine. He begins to unbutton his pants and takes them off, showing his grey colored boxers, which he then pulls down to the floor. I try my hardest to keep my gaze on his eyes but I fail miserably. My eyes trail from his face to his immaculate toned chest and abs which I just want to touch and run my hands along the perfect outlines. They go lower to take in his length, I take a gasp and dart my eyes back to his where he is now wearing nothing but a smirk. He climbs back on top of me and lines himself to my entrance but pauses, placing his arms on either side of me, looking to me as if asking for permission, I give him a gentle nod and place my hands onto his arms, bracing myself. Russell thrusts into me eliciting a moan and my fingers sink into his skin. He moves his arms to hold both my hands in one of his above my head and the other on my hip holding me in place as he withdraws and thrusts again. As his movements begin to go in rhythm, my hands escape his hold and I wrap them around his neck, pulling him down to my lips where I kiss and moan against his. I hear his soft groans and hold him tighter as we both chase after our climax.

I feel myself getting closer and closer to the edge. I no longer hold in my moaning but take full advantage of the pleasure he elicits and dig my fingers into his back and arms. I writhe beneath him and keep holding him close to me as I am moments away from my edge.

“Yes.. don’t stop” I whisper breathlessly against his lips and he obliges, making me shatter beneath him. After I have fully released myself, he pauses his movements and places gentle kisses on my face and in a swift movement, rolls us over so I am now on top of him. I adjust my knees around him and place my hands on his chest. His eyes glare at me and I begin to move up and down his length, he brings his hands to rest on both my hips and grips me tightly as I feel him grow inside of me, letting me know he is close to his climax. I speed up my movements on him making him grip me even tighter.

“F*ck” he curses under his breath and groans. It’s just a matter of time now. Russell raises himself up to hold me in place bringing his hand to run up my spine and rest on my neck while the other wraps around my waist, making it impossible for me to move. He buries his face into my neck and inhales deeply while groaning against my skin.

“Not yet..” he whispers and places a gentle kiss. His grip around me loosens but he stays sitting up. I wrap my arms around his neck and he places his around my waist and I begin my movements once more while he moves his hips to meet mine in unison.

As I tumble toward the edge again, my grip around him tightens and I clench my walls awaiting my release. Our movements speed up and he curses under breath as I feel his fingers press into my skin, he’s close. I come apart in his arms and feel him burst into me. Our breaths mix between us as we come down from our high, with him still holding unto me. His eyes stare into mine as moments pass and I watch them dart to my lips, I realize I’m biting my bottom lip and he leans toward them placing a gentle kiss. He goes to move back but I hold unto him urging him to continue, our kiss begins to take my breath away and I feel him grow inside of me making me pull away from the kiss to glare at him. He just smiles and rolls us over so that he is now on top of me.

“I could never have enough of you” he whispers between us and gently withdraws himself before thrusting once again. I gasp out in pleasure while grabbing the sheets beside me. What have I gotten myself into?