Milana I've been sitting in my room now for almost an hour, in awe as I touch and lick my lips repeatedly. I blush each time I remember the kiss I had with Viktor. It was hot and I loved it. f**k! I love how rough he was and his smell… I can't seem to get it off my head and I don't want to. This should be one of the best kisses I've had. I've not kissed Maksim before, but I kissed Yulian and his kisses are sloppy compared to Viktor’s. His kiss spoke volumes and ignited a fire through my entire body. I keep blushing and blushing. I don't even know what pushed him to kiss me, but I'm glad that he did. I needed it. I needed something to distract me from my misery and that kiss was exactly what I needed. That was why I begged him to kiss me when he pulled away the first time. I can still

