Milana
I truly regret having her as my mother. It has to be one of the worst things that has ever happened to me. A curse. She and Maksim are both curses in my life. They are barriers in my life and I cannot just work out with them in my life.
Too bad my father died so soon and young. Sometimes, I wish that she died instead. Maybe life would have been so much better if Dad lived. I wouldn't have been in an abusive marriage and I would be working, probably as a well-known ballerina because I was good in it or a company.
More tears fill my eyes as I remember the gruesome way in which he died. “I really wish Dad was here,” I say in a croaked voice and I feel my heart twist with pain.
“Don't bring him into this Milana.” Mom warms but I'm not done.
“I really wish Dad was the one here
