Milana I just sit on the floor of my bedroom, staring directly at the clock. I just want Monday to come, so I can get the f**k out of here. Maksim has not been home since yesterday as he left with the w***e that he brought home to f**k and me? I just want this weekend to end. I feel so guilty and I've been crying nonstop since yesterday. My rib hurts a lot, the exact spot where Maksim kicked me. I've been applying ointment, but the spot is slightly swollen and red. Applying ointment or massaging it has not been helping. I just want this weekend to end!! I sniffle, wiping my tears with the back of my hand. I can't sleep. I have tried sleeping, thinking that the day would pass by quickly, but I can't sleep. I feel so guilty and I'm reminded of what I have done. I betrayed Viktor. I have

